Through The Looking Glass

Yo Steven, walk this way

2012-01-23T08:44:00.000-07:00

The year Adam Lambert didn't win American Idol was when I *almost* threw in the towel on a show I've been watching since Kelly Clarkson took the inaugural title in 2002. I'd grown weary of Simon and Paula's nonsensical banter, and was sick of watching the "underdog" lose out to the country or gospel singers.

Not that there's anything wrong with that. It just wasn't for me.

But then Idol did something genius. They hired Steven Tyler as a judge.

Oh sure, snagging People Magazine's Most Beautiful Woman of the Year Jennifer Lopez wasn't a bad move, either. But unlike J-Lo and the always solid Randy "Dawg" Jackson, Steven vaulted onto the scene with fluffy pink dress shirts, tight leather pants, a mouth that needs to be censored, and a killer smile that quite literally makes my heart skip. The guy is bursting with energy, enthusiasm, and personality.

Indeed, Steven is a character.

I'll also go out on a limb and suggest that while he's no Ian Somerhalder or Kiefer Sutherland, Steven embodies a special kind of sex appeal. And before you go scrunching your nose in disagreement, consider his impressive stage presence. Whether he's flirting with Idol hopefuls (a bit creepy) or slithering across the stage, Steven is a force to be reckoned with.

He's larger than life.

And isn't that what we strive for in fiction? Big stories, big characters, larger than life fiction that encourages - no, demands - readers to turn the page?

Well, that's what I'm working towards, and I'm going to lean on this week's worthy muse avatar for a little help. So go ahead, Steven, walk this way.

- Dawn

PS - I admit, I watched the last season of X-Factor, and though Simon Cowell has toned down his mean-factor, I still struggled with the chemistry between him and Paula Abdul, and was disappointed (but not surprised) by Melanie Amaro's win.

The Book In My Bag Today: Tunnel Vision, Gary Braver

Book #5: One for the Money

2012-01-21T11:16:00.003-07:00

Yeah, I know, I'm only 15 or so years behind the 8-ball.

My Mom, my cousin, half my bloody family has been reading Janet Evanovich for years, raving about the Stephanie Plum books and casting sideways glances my way whenever I admitted to not yet reading them.

(Sidenote: At every used book sale, I searched for a Janet Evanovich book, but her novels hardly ever turn up in the second-hand piles. I once settled for a non-Stephanie Plum book and am ashamed to admit, it was one of the many, many novels I started but did not complete last year.)

I'll admit, it wasn't my family's harassment (and finger pointing) that urged me to finally pick up the first book of the series, One for the Money. It was this movie trailer:

Looks good, right?

The book's pretty good, too.

I don't know what I was expecting - maybe something less funny, or more thriller-esque. One for the Money isn't gritty or raw, it's not heart-poundingly scary, and Stephanie Plum isn't at all like Eve Dallas, one of my fave heroines (see Book #4 review). But it does have its merits.

Janet Evanovich is a damn good writer, and I'm envious of her seemingly effortless ability to infuse humor. I laughed out loud throughout the quick read, and after watching the trailer again, I bet I'll laugh during the movie, too. (I'm shocked this hasn't been made into a movie sooner, actually.)

Female bounty hunters seem to be a theme for protagonists in recent books, TV shows and movies, and I'm sure Katherine Heigl will make a brilliant Stephanie Plum. (She's a great actress anyway, and the role would be fun, I imagine.)

The trailer pretty much sums up what the book is about - Plum is down and out, no career, no car, hardly any furniture. She hits up her cousin Vinnie for a job as a recovery agent, pretty ambitious for a girl who doesn't know how to shoot a gun. She takes down a few "bad" guys, but has a bit more trouble nabbing her main target, the handsome and elusive Joe Morelli.

I enjoyed the chemistry between these two, and can see how Morelli might become a recurring love interest. Plum's character arc is solid, leaving room for further growth throughout the series. I liked her - and the book - well enough to pick up Two for the Dough next time I'm in a book store.

And yes, I will be going to see the movie.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Tunnel Vision, Gary Braver

Book #4: Survivor in Death

2012-01-19T09:18:00.001-07:00

There's hardly any point in me "reviewing" one of JD Robb's "In Death" series novels, because they're like the sitting duck of awesomeness for me.

Every. Single. Time.

There's a reason JD Robb (aka: Nora Roberts) has a loyal following of fans - she is simply the Queen of Romance, and she spins beautiful mysteries in the "In Death" series.

Not to mention she's got characterization nailed. Heck, three quarters of the reason I read JD Robb is for my regular dose of Roarke. I've fallen for many of Nora's sexy heros in the past, but none make my heart flip like Eve Dallas' partner, Roarke.

I have no idea where I'm at in the series. I don't know whether I've read the book just before Survivor, and have likely read a few after it. But it doesn't matter. I've tried starting from the beginning again, but there's only so many times I can read Naked in Death.

You should, however. Read Naked, that is, especially if you're new to JD Robb. Though set in the future, the series doesn't have a Sci-Fi feel, and while the heat between Eve and Roarke is scorching hot, I wouldn't categorize this series as romance.

Eve and Roarke each have a checkered past, and I admire the way the author has woven in their backgrounds to create giant character arcs that truly stand the test of time. And there's a brilliant supporting cast that just keeps growing. It's these characters that allow the series to continue breathing - and each book has taught me a lot about writing series fiction.

Ideal considering I'm working on two books for two different series right now. As my friend Kyle would argue, pretty much all of my ideas eventually want to be part of a series. It's kind of a curse.

I won't go too much into the plot of Survivor because frankly, if you've never read a JD Robb book, any key plot points would be spoilers. But what I loved about this novel is the way Eve and Roarke's tragic past is brought to the forefront, and how each of them deals with it in their own way - and then together. Brilliant.

As with all JD Robb books, I'm baffled by how easily I ignore mid-chapter POV shifts and dialogue tags that wouldn't pass Stephen King's "said and only said" test. Must be some of Roarke's charm reaching out from the page.

I wish.

*jumps up and down and waves hand* Here I am, Roarke.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: One for the Money, Janet Evanovich

When an error leads to opportunity

2012-01-18T13:46:00.000-07:00

When Jessica first approached me about starting an online literary magazine, I actually giggled. She probably doesn't know that, but the thought seemed ridiculous. Not the concept (because that's brilliant), but the idea of me editing it.

What did I know about literary writing?

Turns out I have a deeper appreciation for the style than I realized, and going through the submissions for our inaugural issue was immensely satisfying. Kind of like I'd found one of the missing pieces of my giant writerly puzzle.

Of course the opportunity to work on anything with Jessica was exciting, but the more submissions I read, the more excited I became. So excited, in fact, that the magazine went out without the anal (and I do mean, anal) review I'd normally have given it.

Mistakes happen. I've been in and out of the magazine business for enough years to know that almost no editorial project launches without a few glitches. Some errors are bigger than others, and the impact of those mistakes have varying consequences.

Lucky for our readers, our boo-boo in this first issue will now net someone a $40 gift card to the store of his/her choice.

Want to know more? I'm not surprised. Get the details here.

And while you're at it, why not check out our submission guidelines? The second issue launches this April, and in addition to all of your wonderful written vignettes, we're hoping to see some submissions from illustrators, photographers and designers. Go ahead, floor our inbox - we can handle it.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Survivor in Death, J.D. Robb

Rewind. Insert Muse. Play.

2012-01-16T13:58:00.002-07:00

I'm big enough to admit when I've made a mistake.

Last week, I made one. A big one. I chose Ian Somerhalder over Kiefer Sutherland as muse avatar. (To my credit, I tossed and turned over the decision...)

Not that Ian is ever a bad choice. It's just that I couldn't have predicted I'd need more than a sexy smile from an on-screen bad boy to face the crap storm life threw at me last week. What I really needed was a kick-ass real bad boy - on screen and off.

Whether it's writing inspiration, tackling life problems, or simply providing eye candy, Kiefer's never steered me wrong.

Plus, he's been my muse avatar before. A few times, actually. So he knows the ropes - and how to kick my butt in gear. Gently, of course.

It's taken me a year to stop thinking about Kiefer as Jack Bauer and settle him into his role on the new series, Touch (coming soon!) Before that though, I really need to cast him as muse. I've scheduled some pretty big deadlines to catch me up on everything that didn't get done last week.

Not Ian's fault.

But this week, it's Kiefer's problem. I have no doubt he'll rise to the challenge.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Survivor in Death, J.D. Robb

It's all Greek to me

2012-01-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

I'll be honest, ever since Jessica told me she'd booked a flight from Greece to Canada to see me (in 44 sleeps, not that I'm counting), I've been clinging to all things Greek to take my mind off what has been a tough, tough week.

Without going into great detail, my amazing stepdad suffered a stroke, and while he is beginning the (long) road to recovery, it's been an emotional and frankly, scary time.

But there IS light at the end of the tunnel. For my stepdad, certainly.

And for me, there's been an outpouring of genorosity from my family and friends.

With Jessica's impending visit (44 sleeps, not that I'm counting), it seems fitting that after long days at the hospital, I've been fortunate to spend time with my awesome friend Sue and her good friend Paul. Not only is Paul Greek (and an incredible guy), he is a wonderful chef, and tonight, after a tough day at the hospital, I'm more than grateful to come "home" to a wonderful meal (and I do mean WONDERFUL) and a delicious glass of Greek wine (Kretikos, Jess, in case you're wondering).

Great wine. Incredible food. Amazing friends.

A recipe to help get my mind off the tough stuff.

And a fitting reminder (not that I could forget) that in 44 sleeps, I'll be enjoying a glass of wine with my amazing Australian (not a typo) friend Jess, who will be flying here from Greece. From GREECE.

Just two weeks ago, Jess and I lamented how cool it would be to peruse Vine Leaves submissions over a glass of wine. See, dreams really do come true.

- Dawn

The Book in My Bag Today: Survival in Death, J.D Robb

Baby, I'm aMUSEd by you

2012-01-09T08:25:00.002-07:00

Follow my blog for thirty seconds and there's a high chance you'll see Ian Somerhalder on it. A picture, of course. Not Ian in the flesh. Because that would just be...awesome.

Ian is one of about three regular muse avatars - logging as much blog space as Kiefer Sutherland and Alex Skarsgard.

I've been missing True Blood (or maybe just Eric) and considered asking Alex to step up as muse this week. Especially after recently watching the somewhat messed up movie, Thirteen, where Alex has an...interesting...role...

Sidenote: If you've seen this movie and have an opinion (about Alex or otherwise), please share.

I also considered Kiefer this week. Between his upcoming internet movie, Confession, and filming of the 24 movie (eep!), and his ~~not-soon-enough~~ return to the small screen, Kiefer has been on my mind more than usual.

Check out the trailer for Touch, coming to Fox in March.

I couldn't help but watch and re-watch this video after seeing a tweet from superstar writer and TV reporter extraordinaire Candace Havens, where after viewing the first episode said: Wow, just wow.

That pretty much sums up how I feel about Kiefer all of the time :-)

But unlike his kick-ass role in 24, Touch features a softer side of the former Jack Bauer, and this week, I need someone a bit grittier.

Enter Ian. Again.

Vampire Diaries is back after the mid season hiatus (a painful time period I tend to refer to as torture) and while he has been showing a more compassionate, softer kind of vampire, he's still a bad ass. If anyone can get the job done, it's Damon, er Ian.

And well, I need a lot of jobs done.

I'm totally stoked about the the launch of Vine Leaves Literary Journal, but it's time to shift my focus back to my creative writing for a bit. The idea factory is churning up a storm and my brain is on overload. I'm averaging a new idea a day, and even at my best, I could never keep up.

I'm definitely not at my best.

Here's hoping Ian can kick my butt into gear and get me past the blank page.

Wishing all of YOU a productive week. Feel free to borrow my muse...

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Survivor in Death, J.D. Robb

Vine Leaves now live!

2012-01-06T12:46:00.002-07:00

I've been out of the magazine and newspaper business for quite some time, but this past week has reminded of why I miss it.

The inaugural issue of Vine Leaves Literary Journal launched today, and when I stop temporarily hating the sight of it (several days of layout and editing and I'm a bit burnt out), I know I'm going to be proud of it.

The January issue is 56 pages (er, yeah, 56 pages) of pure awesome text and imagery. Our contributors knocked it out of the park, supplying us with the raw goods to pull this thing together.

It's beautiful.

Not necessarily aesthetically... (though the artwork and photographs are beautiful...just check out that cover image of Jane Austen's writing desk!) But we're still developing style guides and as the magazine evolves, so too will the layout. Despite this, the contents are beautiful.

Stunning, actually.

We know it's a lot of pages, but the second issue isn't out until April - giving you lots of time to pour a glass of your favorite wine and peruse the vignettes in Vine Leaves, where fine literature ferments...and then matures.

As always, Jessica and I would love your feedback.

And of course, submissions for the second issue are open. Check out the website for our guidelines and deadlines. (And artists/photographers, we'd love to see more from YOU this time around.)

Enjoy!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Survivor in Death, J.D. Robb

Book 3: Shatter Me

2012-01-03T08:30:00.001-07:00

Hype is a very interesting beast.

For the publishing industry, it can mean the difference between a book that is lost in a sea of novels, and a book that's in your face at every turn.

Shatter Me is one of those books.

I've followed Tahereh Mafi's blog for a long time and have been hearing about Shatter Me for almost as long - though admittedly, I had no burning desire to read it other than to support the blogging community.

That is, until I began reading the reviews of the advanced reader copies (ARC) - and Mafi's publisher kicked up the publicity. Suddenly Mafi was talking about Shatter Me on MTV, and Harper Collins was devoting an entire social media day to the book. Everywhere I looked, someone was talking about Shatter Me.

I couldn't help but get sucked in. Was in fact desperate to get my hands on a copy, and even entered blog contests to try and win an ARC.

The trouble with hype is that in the end, you've got to be able to deliver the goods.

Did Mafi? I'm kind of straddling the fence.

I have a serious case of writer envy. Shatter Me defies genre - part literary, part supernatural, part romance, part commercial, part something I don't even know how to explain. I wouldn't even know where to slot this book except on the bestseller wall, because that's clearly where it's going to end up.

Mafi writes with such compassion and conviction (and blow-you-away talent) you're not just reading the story of Juliette and Adam, you're in Juliette's head. Deep. I know Juliette - I felt her pain, her sorrow, her joy, her love. Even after I finished the last page, I'm still thinking about her, and replaying some of the scenes in my mind.

The problem is, I didn't particularly like Juliette.

She's a 17-year-old girl banished to a prison-like cell because she's been deemed dangerous. Her touch is actually lethal, and for her entire life, she's never felt the warmth of embrace. I can't even imagine that, let alone even begin to understand how anyone could deal with that kind of physical power. But Mafi writes with such brilliance, I "got it" in the first few chapters. Unfortunately the "I'm a monster" mantra carries on for almost the whole book and it gets a little long in the tooth.

Somewhere around page 100, I lost sympathy for her. Thankfully, there's Adam to pick up the slack. Their chemistry is fabulous, and I (mostly) bought their love story. Adam ranks fairly high on the hot teen hero scale. High...but not at the top.

I also enjoyed the dystopian future setting, and the rise of the Reestablishment - despite the heavy Hitler-esque undertones.

I'm still mulling the story over in my head, which means I haven't quite decided whether I loved the book. But I'm very clear on how I feel about Mafi's writing. It's brilliant. She's brillaint. And I'd pick up another novel by her in a heartbeat.

- Dawn

Sidenote: I practically pushed Karen into reading this book, marking it her first of the 100 Books in 2012 Reading Challenge. She wasn't quite as smitten :-) Check out her clever review here.

The Book In My Bag Today: Survivor in Death, JD Robb

Bending it like Beckham

2012-01-02T06:47:00.002-07:00

The sports world may have lost some of its affection for star athlete David Beckham, but my admiration is far from finished.

Not that I have much comment on his athleticism - I've never even seen him step onto the field. *cough*

However, I can relate to the amount of work required to excel in any field - whether you're a football star, or a successful author.

Hard work, yes. Commitment, absolutely. Flexibility, hellz ya.

But perhaps more importantly, balance. With several children and a high profile wife, I suspect Beckham has had to do a lot of "balancing" work - with the soccer ball and without.

I'm not afraid of hard work. I can commit to my craft. I am flexible - maybe too flexible.

But balance? That's always been a struggle.

I made a purposeful effort NOT to make a list of New Year's resolutions this year - though the standard ones do apply. Like lose weight, write more, yadda yadda yadda.

But perhaps I do have one major resolution - to work toward that elusive life balance I often overlook. That happy medium of work, play, family, friends, and time for ME. That last part is where I usually mess up - I'll risk sleep for time spent with friends and family, or skip working out if I want to power through a new project outline.

But taking time to do some of the things I love? Sure...when it works out.

Not good enough.

I'm ashamed at the pathetic number of novels I finished reading last year, which inspired this year's 100 Books in 2012 Reading Challenge. It's no wonder I hit a creative writing slump over the summer - I barely read.

Instead, I rediscovered crafting - and that, my friends, became my obsession, along with Pinterest, the website that single-handedly commanded most of my time. Sure, it's a creative outlet, but truthfully, it provided the perfect procrastination. No, words were not on the page, but I was still being creative, right?

Meanwhile, writing projects piled up. DIVERSE projects. AWESOME projects. Projects WORTHY of my time.

Time I didn't have - despite several efforts to carve out hours for all things writerly.

The problem is, I'm not quite ready to set all those crafty projects aside...

Thanks to my good friend Judith, though, I'm excited to try out a system that *might* let me have my cake and eat it, too. Huzzah.

Judith and I have numerous projects on the go, and frankly, she's the more grounded - and organized - between us. (Shocking, I know.) So when she fired over her Works in Progress spreadsheet, I wasn't surprised at how nicely she'd laid things out. The chart outlines projects on the go, where they're at in the writing/research process, and an estimated deadline. She includes a work count for each project. In her words: tough to argue you've been writing if the word counts aren't increasing.

Indeed.

I've taken that template and adapted it for myself.

And then almost fainted. I've got a LOT of ideas. And way too many "started" initiatives. And a crap load of deadlines.

Part of my problem has always been that I haven't kept all of my files organized on the computer. I spent five hours fixing that this weekend, sorting every document into folders, complete with the most CURRENT version of a manuscript. (That part is important, because I can waste hours looking for the right file, and then more time reading it over to make sure all of the changes I wanted have been implemented.)

This organization WILL help.

But wait! There's more.

Thanks again to Judith, I've loosely carved out a daily - a schedule that includes exercise, reading, photography (help, Jamie!), the day job, crafting, editing and writing. It means buckling down and spending the appropriate hours working according to the schedule...but in the end, it means guilt free time with my family and friends in the evening, or on weekends.

That I can buy into. Hopefully this week's muse avatar - Beckham, of course - can offer some solid advice and inspiration.

How about you? Any writerly (or otherwise) resolutions this year?

Happy 2012! I have a feeling it's going to be a busy - but kick-ass kind of year.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Shatter Me, Tahereh Mafi

Book 2: The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer

2012-01-01T14:01:00.001-07:00

The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer is another of those books that have been sitting on the shelf collecting dust, waiting for me to emerge from my reading slump.

I should have read this one a long time ago.

Despite the breathtaking cover, I had no idea what to expect of this book, and had only skimmed the myriad of five and four-star reviews before cracking the spine (not literally, Karen, calm down).

I admit, I expected a bit more creep factor, and a little more of the paranormal. I didn't expect a kick ass romance storyline, or a male character that would cause my heart to flip.

Author Michelle Hodkin does teen romance exceptionally well. The dialogue is crisp, heated, and in many cases, swoon-worthy. Noah Shaw IS swoon-worthy.

The first chapter drew me in. Mara Dyer awakes from a three-day coma, her best friends are dead, and she has no recollection of what happened. Her parents aren't helping her understand. And the only solution to her misery seems to be for her family to pack up and move.

While the mystery of what happened - and Mara's role in the accident - is certainly compelling, I was more interested in Mara and Noah's developing relationship. There's an edge to it that I think more closely parallels youth relationships of today, and Hodkin took some liberties I appreciate - no fluff here.

It is this tight writing style, and absence of "fake" that kept me turning pages (not to mention Noah), but I can't claim absolute satisfaction by the end. I wanted there to be "more" - more creepy, more of an "a-ha!" moment. And instead of being thrilled by the knowledge that the sequel is forthcoming, I kind of wanted it all wrapped up in this book.

Not that it couldn't be series...I just thought there were a few too many loose ends, and I'm not sure I'll be racing to the book store for the sequel. (Walking, definitely.)

Of course, my opinion is subjective and you may feel differently. Have you read it? I'd love to know what you thought.

Happy New Year!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Shatter Me, Tahereh Mafi

Book 1: Mockingjay

2011-12-30T14:41:00.001-07:00

And we're off!

I chose Mockingjay to kick off the 100 Books in 2012 challenge. It's been sitting on shelf for a few months, waiting for me to bust through this "non-reading" phase.

After the brilliance of Suzanne Collins' Hunger Games and Catching Fire, I figured the third in the series required my full attention - and it's taken until this new challenge for me to give it.

I wasn't disappointed.

As with the previous two books, Mockingjay is filled with the same shocking twists, emotional turns, and masterful storytelling I've come to expect from this author. The kind of writing that makes me ache with envy.

And get me off my butt. Collins' skill is inspirational.

I'd be lying if I said Mockingjay lived up to Hunger Games, but how could it? Quite often, the first in a series is the best - and in so many ways, Hunger Games is flawless. Collins knows just when to tug on the heart strings, and the craft of character development. This remains true throughout the series, but I didn't quite feel quite the same urgency as with Hunger Games.

Still, if you're as far behind as I am and have yet to read Mockingjay, I'd slide it up to the top of your TBR pile. Regardless if it's my favourite in the series, it's still one hell of a great book.

Special thanks to my niece Bailey for "coveting" this copy for me - I'll take you to the movie to make up for it...xo

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Unbecoming of Mara Dyer, Michelle Hodkin

My muse reads - and this year, I do, too

2011-12-28T09:53:00.000-07:00

Karen and I are doing it again. The great 100 Book Reading Challenge.

We attempted it in 2010, aiming to devour 100 *new* books between the end of December and the start of 2011. Neither of us made it, though 70-ish books is nothing to sneeze at.

But I can almost count on two hands the number of books I actually finished reading in 2011. There were a number - far too many - starts and stops. Maybe I burnt myself out the year before, but one thing I know for sure, without the dedicated reading time, my creativity suffered.

I have many projects on the go this year. And with the help of my good friend, Judith, I'm working on a spreadsheet to organize them all. I'm positive none of these works in progress will be accomplished if I don't make reading a priority.

It's not like I don't have enough books lying around my house. I went on a book binge months ago, and most of the titles are on my shelf, collecting dust. Even the novels sent FROM GREECE by Jessica.

So, the challenge begins now. Actually, it began yesterday - and I started with Mockingjay, the third and final book in Suzanne Collins' brilliant Hunger Games trilogy. I'm 100 pages in and loving it.

The rules are simple:

100 books *read in full* by January 1, 2013
Each book must be reviewed/talked about on our blogs
Books we've read before don't count
Picture books don't count
Manuscripts for friends/writers DO count

Missed anything? Up for negotiation.

If you're up for the challenge, I dare you to join us. Or, you're welcome to hang out at our blogs and add to our TBR list and maybe get a few recommendations for yourself.

Oh - and special thanks to Johnny Depp for his double duty muse avatar role this week - reading AND writing. When you're that sexy, you deserve the jobs, no?

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Mockingjay, Suzanne Collins

Bet on this muse

2011-12-19T15:29:00.003-07:00

Paul Bettany had me at hello.

I first fell in love with him as Chaucer in A Knight's Tale. The role was such a sweet mix of comedy and unassuming sex appeal - kinda like Paul.

My adoration for him continues to grow every time I see him on screen. I loved him in Priest and the DaVinvi Code and positively swooned over him in A Beautiful Mind. He's brilliant.

Which is why I've mentally cast him in a lead role for my thriller - which is currently going through extensive edits.

I need the mental push. I've been staring at this manuscript for what seems like an eternity, constantly tweaking every paragraph, every sentence, every word to painstaking perfection.

Frankly, I'm more than ready to send it off into the world.

But alas, it needs one more pass. Which is how I'll be spending my evenings this week while I wait for Santa to arrive.

I'll supply the computer and the crantinis. Mr. Muse Avatar, I'm leaving it up to you to provide the inspiration.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Heartsick, Chelsea Cain

P.S. Find yourself on the Naughty list this year? You might want to acquaint yourself with this beastie before Sunday.

My muse is not "this" Jack

2011-12-12T09:09:00.002-07:00

At least not this time.

It's true Kiefer Sutherland (aka: Jack Bauer) has been my muse avatar more times than I can count. And it's not that he doesn't completely fulfill the role (he does!) - and my crush on him is legendary in my household. I own all eight seasons of 24, and many Kiefer Sutherland movies. It's doubtful I'll get over him any time soon... (sorry handsome, hubby...)

It's just that there's a new Jack in my life now - one infinitely cuter than Jack Bauer (no, seriously) and this new Jack has completely stolen my heart.

My new nephew, Jack Lawrence.

He was born at 9:30 a.m. yesterday, and though I have only one picture of his sweet and perfect face, I know no other Jack will ever take his place in my heart. I now understand the phrase, love at first sight.

My sister lives a billion miles away from me - okay, just across the country, but yesterday, it felt like we were world's apart. I'm dying to hug her, and tell her how proud I am of her - and I am going crazy not being able to give my new nephew a hug.

This isn't my first nephew - my sister's husband has two awesome boys who stole my heart the first time I met them. My sister-in-law also has a beautiful son and a beautiful daughter. I love them all, completely. But there's something so special about this moment, that instant when I heard her trembling voice on the other end of the line telling me about her son.

Her son.

I've been an emotional basketcase since that early morning call, caught between smiling hysterically and crying uncontrollably. His picture is now my screen saver, my phone wallpaper, and imprinted in my mind. Every perfect detail.

I actually can't stop thinking about him.

And so this week - and likely for some time to come, my nephew, baby Jack Lawrence, is my muse. But Jack Bauer can still do the avatar part.

Have an amazing week. I know I will <3

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Heartsick, Chelsea Cain

Gift the gift of theatre this year

2011-12-07T13:31:00.001-07:00

I haven't been an employee of Theatre Alberta for long, but I've been passionate about theatre for as long as I can remember. How could I not be?

As a writer, I perhaps have a more vested interest in the arts - whether that be musical, theatrical, graphic, literary or otherwise. We live in a society where often the "artist" is underappreciated, misunderstood, and certainly underpaid.

But Alberta is fortunate to have champions of the arts - from government bodies that support like-minded organizations through financial support to specialized societies that provide artists with the tools to help them learn and grow - and ultimately survive.

It's a tough economic climate out there, folks, and those of us who struggle to make a living as artists know that we do what we do not because of the money, but because we must.

Theatre Alberta is a provincial arts service organizationdedicated to the growth and development of the Alberta theatre community andall its constituencies. It is committed to achieving its mandate by providingthe highest quality services – support, programming, information, and advocacy– to the Alberta theatre community.

And it needs your help.

This month marks the start of Theatre Alberta's 100x100 Campaign, a targeted effort to raise $10,000 by asking 100 people who are passionate about theatre to donate $100. By pooling resources with other like-minded supporters, your individual donation can turn into a whole lot of love in support of theatre education in Alberta.

Believe me, I understand the financial difficulty the holidays can bring, but I'm also fortunate to see everyday how theatre has changed lives.

Not convinced? Consider this:

From birth, children instinctively use pretend play as ameans of making sense of the world. They observe and respond to theirenvironment, imitate words and actions, create situations to play and assumeroles, and direct one another. Children arrive at school with rudimentaryskills as playwrights, actors, designers, directors and audience members.

Although frequently thought of as only entertainment, theimagined and enacted world of theatre is also one of the primary we learn about life: about actions and consequences, about customs andbeliefs, and about others and ourselves.

More importantly, it is a forum thatshowcases and nurtures notions of acceptance, vulnerability, leadership, publicspeaking and creativity.

I'm a huge advocate of creativity - because like many of you, writing - and reading - saved me.

If you do donate over the holidays, I hope you'll consider a contribution to Theatre Alberta. Check out the many ways you can help here.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Heartsick, Chelsea Cain

Double duty muse

2011-12-05T09:19:00.001-07:00

I've never given Ryan Reynolds much thought. In fact, I couldn't even have named a single of his movies until I looked him up on IMDB.

But a co-worker sent me a specific request to appoint him muse avatar, and I know after this weekend, she could really use a pick-me-up, so I'm happy to oblige.

Especially after going through his pictures on Google.

Very nice.

Lots on the go this week (shocking) and Mr. Reynolds seems the accomplished sort. Perhaps he can help me accomplish some of my writerly to-do items - and make my friend Stephanie smile at the same time.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

PS - Are you following the other me? This month, I'm counting down the days until Christmas with crafts, recipes, general holiday cheer, and an epic book contest.

My NaNo hang over, a contest, and other holiday goodies

2011-12-02T14:47:00.001-07:00

I'm suffering a bad NaNoWriMo hangover, my friends. Yes, even though it's been two days since the deadline.

And uh, no, I didn't complete the challenge. I did not write 50,000 words of a single project. Not even close. I didn't even write 30,000 words of a bunch of projects.

I'm trying not to beat myself up over that, and remain thrilled for (and only slightly jealous of) the thousands of writers from around the world who are now using their NaNo Winner badge as their Facebook profile pic. In truth, I am happy - and in awe - of all of you. Congratulations!

My hangover comes more from processing all of the new ideas that filtered through my mind and somehow became Works in Progress (WIPs) during November while I was staring at the blank page that should have been my NaNo submission.

So what the heck was I doing in November? Good question. Here's the list:

(Oh, and I'll call myself out before a number of my blogging pals - you know who you are - do it for me. 80% of this list happened in the last week or so of the month. The first half is kind of a blur...)

I followed and cheered on the amazingly talented Jessica Bell, whose astounding blog tour for her debut novel String Bridge must have set records for sheer blogger support. Read about her success here.

I continued marketing for my children's book Fields of Home, journaling at Chase Duffy's blog, and updating the Facebook (Chase Superman Duffy) and Twitter (SupermanDuffy) feeds. Not following him? I'd appreciate the support. The second book in the series, Gotta Jet, is slated for January, 2012.

I wrote posts for Bridge Social Media, the company I co-own with the brilliant Judith Graves. Never heard of us? Our clients include Leap Books (for the Spirited anthology release), Jessica Bell and the recently-completed (and successful) Crossroads Tour. Need some social media marketing help? Consider Bridge in the New Year. (And watch for Judith's second book in her SKINNED series, Second Skin, to be released in February!)

I critiqued for the awesome Donna Milward, who just completed her second book, Aphrodite's War last week. If you thought her debut novel Thoeba was great, wait until you get your hands on this one. Brilliant. (And last week, I even exchanged pages with her...which means, I did write something in November.)

I read - and provided feedback - for the awesome Hart Johnson whose cozy mystery is in final stages of edits and coming to a bookstore near you very soon.

I began a bucketload of edits for my novel, Blood of the Fallen and am sitting, uncomfortably, on some big news with respect to that project. I promise to share soon! (Well, as soon as it gets with this industry...)

I wrote random chapters for my YA, Heartless, Jack of Hearts, and two secret projects. (Really, I'm only keeping them secret from my husband so he doesn't get on my case for having too much on the go...)

I brainstormed several new collaborative projects with Judith Graves, which I'm sure will keep us both busy in the New Year. (She tried to go "dark" to finish her Second Skin edits but we have this crazy energy about us that just breeds new ideas.)

I mapped out two new projects with my friend Kyle Kerr, one of the greatest undiscovered talents in the literary world. Seriously, when he gets writing, he will blow your mind. Lucky me, we've got a script treatment completed (thanks to him) and a book in the works. Or maybe it's multiple scripts and multiple books? Oy. Good thing his whip is less deadly than Judith's!

I launched my Christmas countdown on my other blog. Not following me there? Please do...I'm sharing holiday crafts, recipes, and general holiday cheer. Not to mention a book prize of epic proportions! Come join me for an eggnog latte.

And oh, I launched an online literary journal with Jessica Bell. Because, you know, we don't have enough on our plates. Vine Leaves combines my love of editing, my passion for writing, and my deep desire to work on something cool with one of the most talented writers I know. How could I resist? Our first issue submission deadline is December 15, 2011. If you haven't checked us out, please do. I bet you've got a vignette you could submit.

Of course, November was also filled with the business that comes with my amazing day job at Theatre Alberta, and spending time with my awesome family.

I'm still bummed about not completing NaNo, but looking at this list gives me a bit of confidence - I wasn't just sitting on my ass all month. Maybe I should for December --

* ducks *

Just kidding!

But I AM going to take some time to read this December, and spend some quality holiday hours with my family. (And I'm going to be an aunty...eep! So excited!)

Happy December!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Heard it through the grapevine...

2011-11-30T09:41:00.001-07:00

You may have heard through the grape vine by now about a newventure I've started with the amazingly talented Jessica Bell. An online literary journal. (I know, I keeppinching myself, too.)

Well pop the cork on a fine bottle of merlot, my friends - Vine Leaves is open for submissions.

What the heck is VineLeaves? I thought you’d never ask. It’s an online journal catering to atype of writing the publishing industry has yet to fully recognize. A snippetof atmosphere, a character tease, an excerpt from an unpublished piece of work, a poem, 800 words of…vomit? Beautiful vomit, of course.

Yes, a vignette.

Badass, right?

Yeah, I think so too, which is why Mr. Colin “badass” Farrelis this week’s (late) muse avatar. He has nothing to do with Vine Leaves other than provide thecourage (and eye candy) to dive head first into this new world of literarypublishing.

I’m loving it already. As we carefully review eachsubmission, we’re dumbstruck by your absolute talent, your brilliant use oflanguage, your ability to make us laugh – and cry. You’ve wowed us. Moved us.Inspired us.

What’s that? Not YOU? Well what are you waiting for? Takeanother few seconds to stare at Collin Farrel, and then head over to VineLeaves for our submission guidelines and deadlines.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Cranking up the heat

2011-11-21T21:20:00.001-07:00

It's been a chilly couple of days, my friends. Something is wrong with my vehicle and only one vent is pushing out heat. The rest are circulating chilly Alberta winter air, and last week we got hit with one of our first true cold snaps. Minus 22C without the wind chill.

Not surprisingly, mechanics are booked solid, with the earliest appointment scheduled for Wednesday, when the temperature is supposed to return to the positives for a few days. Irony at its best, I suppose.

Sadly, my vehicle isn't the only thing in need of some warmth. I'm going to have to light a fire under my ass if I plan to tackle any of the items on my massive to-do list. Exciting projects on the horizon, for sure, but without some fiery inspiration, it's going to be a tough haul to find the light at the end of a hazy tunnel.

If heat is what I need, and believe me, I do, then Adam Levine is the perfect muse avatar for this week. Because let's face it, this guy is smoking hot.

I caught a (clothed) glimpse of him performing at the American Music Awards last night, and while Maroon 5 songs are somewhat hit and miss for me, there's nothing amiss with the band's lead singer. He turns up the heat on and off stage - this week I need him to blow some of that hot air towards my works in progress.

Come on baby, light my fire.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

An open letter to my muse

2011-11-15T11:48:00.001-07:00

Dear ~~Damon~~ Ian,

Last week, I had seven days to myself.

Seven.

Our first true winter storm of the year knocked out the Internet, resulting in a distraction-free zone. No Facebook. Twitter. Heck, I even missed the excitement of my dear friend Jessica's blogging chart rush for her stunning debut novel String Bridge. (And wow, was it exciting!)

It should have been prime writing time, no?

It's not like I don't have projects on the go. I'm 15,000 words into my NaNoWriMo novel (don't cheer yet, that's still 35,000 words remaining and the clock doesn't stop just because my pen does.) There's Jagger's story to finish - I'm on the home stretch. I'm working on a new script and a play - something completely different for me. Not to mention that thriller-esque trilogy that's been rolling around in my brain for the past month.

And then. Wham! BLOOD OF THE FALLEN edits "appear" from seemingly nowhere.

Of course that's where my focus should be.

But I'm not content to work on just ONE project. I never have been. I know, it gets me in trouble.

Which is why I need you this week, ~~Damon~~ Ian.

Oh, I know you've been my muse avatar before. At least a dozen times. But last week I had this guy and as pretty as he looks, he didn't do much in the way of inspiration. Despite my distraction-free zone, I out-putted few words, and spent more time painting my craft/spare room (it's a very pretty room) instead of doing what should get done.

That can't be the case this week. It simply can't. Already I'm behind - my Monday Muse Avatar post is going up a day late (storm+country living=spotty Net) and I have a crap load of day job work to catch up on. I haven't completely given up on NaNo, and well, let's just say the "new shiny" has a bit of a hold on me.

So I need you to do your thing.

I know Vampire Diaries is on mid season break, so technically, you should have plenty of time.

I beg of you (and I'm not one to beg), go forth and...INSPIRE.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Fifteen minutes with Jessica Bell

2011-11-08T09:08:00.001-07:00

If you've hung around my blog at all, my guest today needs no introduction.

But just in case, a quick bio on the beautiful and talented Jessica Bell.

Jessica Bell is a literary women's fiction author, poet and singer/songwriter who grew up in Melbourne, Australia, to two gothic rock musicians who had successful independent careers during the '80s and early '90s.

She spent much of her childhood travelling to and from Australia to Europe, experiencing two entirely different worlds, yet feeling equally at home in both environments. She currently lives in Athens, Greece and works as a freelance writer/editor for English Language Teaching publishers worldwide, such as HarperCollins, Pearson Education and Macmillan Education.

In addition to String Bridge, Jessica has published a book of poetry called Twisted Velvet Chains. A full list of poems and short stories published in various anthologies and literary magazines can be found under Published Works & Awards, on her website.

From September 2012 Jessica will be hosting the Homeric Writers' Retreat & Workshop on the Greek island of Ithaca, home of Odysseus.

What the bio doesn't capture, and what you can't find on Google is that Jessica is a rare combination of beauty, humility, grace and talent. She's also one of my closest friends, even though we've never met. That's the magic of the blogging world.

You're a talented musician AND writer. Are you professionally trained ineither? And if no, do you wish you had been?

I’m not professionally trained in music,but I am in writing as I studied various subjects such as writing fiction,non-fiction, poetry and screenplays at university. I even did a course inpublishing and editing and now make a living as an English Language TeachingWriter/Editor for multinational ELT publishers.

Yes, I do wish I was professionallytrained in music. I don’t even know half the notes or chords I play on guitarbecause I taught myself by ear. This makes it very difficult to improvise withother people in a jam session. Usually when musicians get together to have ajam they can just determine the key in which others are playing in and knowexactly which notes will fit. I can’t do that. And yeah, it makes me a bit sad.But I only have so much energy and I’m putting it into what matters most to me.My writing.

If I opened your fridge right now, what key ingredients would I find in it?

Ha! Watermelon, grapes, zucchini, broccoli,tomatoes, cucumber, feta cheese, milk, Lavazza coffee, lemons, left-overBolognese, grated Kefalotiri (Greek hard yellow cheese), orange juice, porkchops, a couple of chocolate bars, red wine.

Where do you plot? While working out? While watching TV? Where did you haveyour biggest breakthrough for String Bridge?

I hate exercising. You’ll never catch meworking out unless it’s the time of the month and I feel fat and decide tospend five minutes on the exercise bike. Ha! I don’t plot much. I plot as I goso things remain a surprise for me as I write. Otherwise I get bored if I knowwhat’s going to happen next. Of course, I write a general outline so I knowwhat I have to achieve, but I never work out the details until I’m actuallywriting it. Breakthrough for String Bridge? I honestly can’t remember. I wroteso many different drafts of that book that it all muddles together. I guess,though, if I had to come up with an answer, I’d say it was the idea ofproducing a soundtrack for it.

What key piece of advice would you give to young writers?

Take criticism and feedback on yourwriting with a grain of salt. Ultimately YOU have to decide what works. Andlisten to your heart. Learn the rules and then break them intelligently. Ilearnt that the hard way. In the early days, I was told by an editor at aprofessional and very well-established critique service that I had a perfectvoice for women’s fiction even though my heart kept saying to strive for literaryfiction. I listened. I rewrote and rewrote and rewrote until my story didn’tsound like it was written by me anymore. Despite hating what it turned out tobe, I tried to get it published. Then Janice, from Lucky Press, came along andread between the lines. She understood me because she read other material I hadposted online, etc. She understood that my real voice wasn’t shining through inthis story. But she gave me a chance to rewrite it and it all worked outbrilliantly. I can’t thank Janice enough. String Bridge would have been shelvedfor good if it wasn’t for her generosity and encouragement.

If you could be any character in fiction, who would you be? And why? (And whichfictional character have you fallen for...)

Oh my, I’m blushing … I’ve never fallenfor any characters in books, but I did fall for Sayid from LOST! Eeek! Am Iseriously admitting to this in public? Shh! You can keep this quiet, right?

I’ve always wanted to be Mary Poppins. J

Describe your dream day.

You know I was actually thinking the otherday that there is always something undesirable about the weather. It’s alwaystoo hot, too cold, too windy, too humid, too dry, too wet, too much ofsomething. A day when the weather isn’t too much of anything is my dream day, soI can sit on my balcony and read in comfort.

You write with such a beautiful literary quality. Have you ever had the urge tobust out and write something raw, commercial, and without strict detail toevery word. If so, what's stopping you?

You know, I actually don’t see “raw andcommercial” to mean less literary. I think that comes through when writing iswritten in a way that invokes a certain intensity of emotion; when the “way”something is written isn’t even noticed and the reader is left with their heartbeating a little faster. So no, I haven’t ever felt the urge to “bust out,”because I try to achieve both lyrical andraw commercial quality in my work. I’d actually like to know if any of myreaders think I achieve this. So please feel free to comment on this.

Are you satisfied with where you are at with your career?

Definitely. I couldn’t ask for a moresteady-paced and satisfying road to publication. Every day I will achieveanother success in my career, whether it be a fan sending me an email tellingme they loved my work, or whether it be a major write-up in a well-knownnewspaper or magazine, or even simply thinking of a new idea for a novel andfeeling excited about it. I don’t care what it is. As long as I keep learningand growing, as a writer and as a person, along the way. So far I think I amachieving this, and this is certainly satisfying. Ultimately it’s the doingthat makes me happy. Not the result.

Jessica's debut novel, String Bridge is out NOW. If you don't have a copy (of the book AND the soundtrack), you should. Really. They are both breathtaking.

Purchase links:

eBook

Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/String-Bridge-ebook/dp/B005Y48DF6/ref=sr_1_1_title_0_main?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1319369262&sr=1-1

Amazon UK: http://www.amazon.co.uk/String-Bridge-ebook/dp/B005Y48DF6/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1319370801&sr=8-1

Paperback:

Amazon.com: (Coming soon)

Amazon UK: (Coming soon)

Barnes & Noble: http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/string-bridge-jessica-bell/1030101696

Soundtrack:

iTunes: http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?playlistId=465313522

Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/Melody-Hill-Other-Side/dp/B005P7ARNS/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1317118328&sr=8-1

Amazon UK: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Melody-Hill-Other-Side/dp/B005P7G02A/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1317118484&sr=8-1

My links:

String Bridge Website: http://www.stringbridge.com/

Goodreads: http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/11502954-string-bridge

String Bridge Book Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rv-hRMA0kqQ
String Bridge Merchandise: http://www.cafepress.com/janicephelps/8155170
website: http://www.jessicacbell.com/
blog: http://thealliterativeallomorph.blogspot.com/
facebook: http://www.facebook.com/author.jessica.bell
Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/MsBessieBell
retreat & workshop site: http://hwrw.blogspot.com/

Lock me up, Mr. Muse

2011-11-07T07:10:00.001-07:00

After being away from home for a few days, I was really looking forward to seeing my husband, my stepdaughter and our doggies last night. But I was also desperate to get home in time to watch the newest episode of Once Upon a Time.

I'm a little bit addicted.

Yes, my husband teases me about that.

I can't help it, though. I'm loving how well the storyline is progressing on the show (though admittedly worried about sustainability), and the cross-over between the worlds of fantasy and real are really quite well done. It is one of those shows where I'm stuck between loving it and hating it for being so damn clever.

Not that I can't do clever.

I can, and this week, I will.

I'm taking some time to catch up on my deadlines, and hopefully rock out some serious NaNo wordage. My muse avatar will have no choice but to lock me up for seven days of writing solitude.

Good thing I chose Once Upon a Time's sheriff for the role. Oh, Jamie Dornan might not look the part on the show, but give his name a quick Google. You'll be begging for this former Calvin Klein underwear model to lock you up, too.

- Dawn

P.S. - NaNo words yesterday? None. And so the catch up begins...

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Finding the authenticity...and NaNo

2011-11-06T00:31:00.002-06:00

Write from a place of truth.

How many times as authors have we heard this advice - from mentors, from our peers, from books written about craft?

But what does that mean, really?

It certainly doesn't mean, "write what you know."

The definition is still a bit murky, but after this evening's keynote address by the brilliant playwright Daniel MacIvor, I'm a little more clear on the concept.

And a whole lot more inspired.

Daniel MacIvor was in Calgary, AB Saturday night as part of Playworks Ink, a four-day conference for seasoned and emerging theatre professionals.

I am not a playwright, a director, a dramaturge (heck, before tonight I had no idea what that even was), nor a theatre technician, and I am most certainly NOT an actor. Admittedly, I was privileged to hear Daniel's mind blowing speech because I work for Theatre Alberta, one of the co-hosts of this amazing bi-annual conference.

The theme of Daniel's talk centred on truth - the ability to create something authentic from an environment that is fundamentally artificial, make belief.

He was talking about theatre. But, in my opinion, many of the concepts apply to fiction, as well.

As with theatre professionals, novelists are tasked with a challenge. We construct worlds and create pretend characters, spend hours, months, years in this imagined place of make belief in the hope of creating something genuine.

The false is clear.

But what is truth?

As Daniel points out, the authenticity is much harder to explain. But we KNOW it when we see it - or more specifically for authors, when we write it or read it.

It is not about standing on a rooftop to shout, "I am awesome." (Except while in Genius Mode, but that shouting should still be done from the safety of your sound-proof office.) The "I want to be famous/approved" attitude, as Daniel says, will get you to the laptop, but it will not sustain you. "Ego is excellent fuel. But it is a shitty engine."

And ego-based theatre - or writing - will be observed and perhaps appreciated. But never satisfying. Readers may be amused, but not stirred. Entertained, but not moved.

For this, you must be able to answer a fundamental question. Why?

Why bother?
Why should readers care?

The answer should be because you believe - whether thriller, romance, or Pulitzer Prize winning literary fiction - that it is a story that must be told.

Even if it is never *gasp* published.

So how do we get there, to this place of authenticity? Here's some theatre-inspired tips from Daniel MacIvor, with a bit of a fiction twist.

1. Avoid boosterism. Keep the bar high. And encourage your peers to do the same. Critisize without judgement; trust instinct not taste.

2. Enough is not enough. Strive for excellence, and always push to get better. One of my mentors always said, "Don't get caught learning to write in public." I love that, because it reminds me that I should never stop learning, and to always put my best work forward.

3. The audience/reader is enough. If only one person reads your book, that reader should be the most important person in the world at that moment.

4. The show does not have to go on. Yes, you've invested the time, spent hours on creating worlds and characters and situations...but if it's not working, if the "truth" is somehow absent...how authentic can you expect the end product to be? Often this will lead back to the question of WHY. Which will also bring you back to the truth.

I still can't define authenticity - and it's been a long couple of days where I've been unsuccessful at string more than a couple of coherent sentences together. But I DO know genuine when I read it. My favorite authors - from Roald Dahl and Chelsea Cain to Nora Roberts and Melissa Marr (and the thousands inbetween) - write from a place of truth. I believe their stories had to get out - even if I was the only one who ever read them.

- Dawn

NaNo Update: No words today, authentic or otherwise. But to be fair, I had a plot breakthrough, and after listening to Daniel MacIvor, was completely inspired. And well...this blog should count, right? Playworks ends Sunday afternoon, and then I'm off for a week to write...a lot of make belief I hope will someday be a genuine thriller.

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

NO NaNo. A regression.

2011-11-05T14:41:00.000-06:00

Thank goodness the ever-wise Hart suggested I factor in another three days of slack writing days when recalculating my required word count to reach the 50,000 goal.

There was absolutely no way ANY writing was getting done yesterday.

And it's unlikely any will be completed today, either.

But next week. NEXT week I'm off work and writing is ALL I'll be doing.

Except maybe the occasional Pinterest craft.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

NaNo: Day 3 - Let's Get This Party Started

2011-11-04T14:43:00.002-06:00

NaNo Day 3, and I may have hit my stride.

Not that I want to jinx it, of course, but I'm pleased with yesterday's word output - just under 2,000. That doesn't quite catch me up on the dismal previous two days, but I'm following the brilliant advice of blogger friend (and NaNo champ) Hart Johnson - recalculate the words required, factoring in another couple of days of non-productivity.

And then just get er done.

I'm in Calgary this weekend for Playworks Ink, a bi-annual conference for theatre professionals. It's awe-inspiring, fun, completely new to me, and busy! But there's also down time. And during that down time, I plan to write.

A lot.

Doing NaNo? Sending you inspirational vibes.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

NaNo: 2 - Off to a great start. Not.

2011-11-03T08:16:00.000-06:00

I admit, I was tempted to lie.

A piece of me wanted to report a 2,000-word day, and rejoice in catching myself up after an 800-word Day 1 start.

But National Novel Writing Month is intended to be about personal challenge, pushing yourself to bust through writer's block and actually finish (or start) that novel you've always been wanting to write.

Trouble is, I've got TOO many novels I want to write, and so when I sit down at the computer, it's a matter of determining which project gets the attention.

Yesterday, I didn't pay a single one of them any thought.

I'm not going to whine about being busy with the day job, or packing for my four-day trip, or even spending creative time working on pretty centrepieces for the display tables at this weekend's function. Few writers have the luxury of staying home to write - and a good portion of them are not doing NaNo. Life still happens.

And lying about word count will only hurt me in the end.

So. *deep breath*

The next four days will be busy, but when I'm not busy, I'm going to be productive and knock those words out. Because THIS IS THE YEAR.

And I'm not a quitter.

Doing NaNo? How's it going? Survival tips? Inspirational quotes? Send them along please.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

NaNoWriMo: Day 1

2011-11-01T22:46:00.001-06:00

I picked up a new pair of fleece pajamas the other day. They're red, and covered with images of tweety bird, who I happen to love. Most importantly, they're warm, and when paired with a fresh cup of coffee from the magic Tassimo machine, the perfect inspiration for the NaNo challenge.

Clearly it's going to take more than a pair of pajamas.

I'd planned a day of writerly stuff - breakfast with my crit partner, review of my NaNo outline, and then wham! A cool 2000 words to get me out of the gate.

I stopped at 800.

I'm not calling it a failure because 800 words is more than I've output in the last few weeks - NaNo or not. But if I'm to claim victory this year, I'm going to have to haul ass tomorrow. And the day after that.

Doing NaNo? How did you make out?

- Dawn

PS - I updated this blog on my iPhone blogger app. How freaking handy is that?!

String Bridge will tug on your heart strings

2011-11-01T06:46:00.002-06:00

For many writers, November 1 marks the start of NaNoWriMo, amonth-long write-a-thon whereby the ultimate challenge and victory is tocomplete 50,000 words.

But for Jessica Bell, an Australia-born author living inGreece, November is the beginning of a massive blog tour in support of herstunning literary debut, StringBridge. The novel releases today by Lucky Press.

Perhaps it is her readers and fans who are the lucky ones.

"Greekcuisine, smog and domestic drudgery was not the life Australian musician,Melody, was expecting when she married a Greek music promoter and settled inAthens, Greece. Keen to play in her new shoes, though, Melody trades her guitarfor a 'proper' career and her music for motherhood. That is, until she can bearit no longer and plots a return to the stage—and the person she used to be.However, the obstacles she faces along the way are nothing compared to thetragedy that awaits, and she realizes she's been seeking fulfillment in thewrong place."

OnNovember 8, 2011 I've scheduled an interview with Jessica, but even a quickskim of her website will tell you a lot about her – she’s passionate,nurturing, beautiful, and freaking talented. Not only can she write – andbelieve me, Jessica CAN write – she is also a brilliant musician, evencomposing and producing a soundtrack for this novel.

It’snot shocking then, that the underlying thread of String Bridge is music. Even the writing is lyrical. Every word,every sentence, every paragraph is strung together like fine poetry, creatingthe vivid imagery that is vital in bringing the story – and of course thecharacters – to life.

Melodyis a protagonist many women will relate to. There’s no debating that she’s madesome difficult life choices, giving up music being the most affective. It's important to note that she made these choices of her own accord. Likemany women, Melody sacrifices a dream – or what she believes to be the dream,and the story is not so much about “what if” but rather the consequences ofmaking a tough choice and then learning to find her happily-ever-after.

Youwill either begin by loving or hating Melody – because Jessica’s writing hasthe ability to make you feel. Loss,pain, elation, hope…Melody runs the gambit in Jessica's ambitious first book, and ateach emotional crossroads, I believedthe author and empathized with the protagonist. From page 1, I was on Team Melody, even when I sometimes shook my head at her decision process.

Ifyou love Melody, you will adore her daughter Tessa, and loathe her husband Alex. Thethreads of their complex relationships are woven through a spider web of innocence, desire and guilt. In thisdifficult balancing act of being a mother, a wife, and a dreamer, it is no wonderMelody feels trapped.

Makeno mistake though, this story is neither cliché nor boring. The plot twists aresurprising, and often heart wrenching – but always page-turning.

ThoughString Bridge is Jessica’s firstnovel, there is nothing amateur about her craft. Character, plot, and the richexotic setting meld into a literary debut that will leave you spellbound.

- Dawn

Purchase links:

eBook

Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/String-Bridge-ebook/dp/B005Y48DF6/ref=sr_1_1_title_0_main?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1319369262&sr=1-1

Amazon UK: http://www.amazon.co.uk/String-Bridge-ebook/dp/B005Y48DF6/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1319370801&sr=8-1

Paperback:

Amazon.com:(Coming soon)

Amazon UK: (Comingsoon)

Barnes &Noble: http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/string-bridge-jessica-bell/1030101696

Soundtrack:

iTunes: http://phobos.apple.com/WebObjects/MZStore.woa/wa/viewAlbum?playlistId=465313522

Amazon.com: http://www.amazon.com/Melody-Hill-Other-Side/dp/B005P7ARNS/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1317118328&sr=8-1

Amazon UK: http://www.amazon.co.uk/Melody-Hill-Other-Side/dp/B005P7G02A/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1317118484&sr=8-1

Jessica's Links:

String BridgeWebsite: http://www.stringbridge.com/

Goodreads: http://www.goodreads.com/book/show/11502954-string-bridge

String BridgeBook Trailer: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rv-hRMA0kqQ

String BridgeMerchandise: http://www.cafepress.com/janicephelps/8155170

website: http://www.jessicacbell.com/

blog: http://thealliterativeallomorph.blogspot.com/

facebook: http://www.facebook.com/author.jessica.bell

Twitter: http://www.twitter.com/MsBessieBell

retreat &workshop site: http://hwrw.blogspot.com/

Bam Bam rocks my muse world

2011-10-31T08:42:00.002-06:00

My husband is so going to kill me for this, but I'm taking the chance anyway.

It's Halloween and though there are some muse-worthy hotties of the real celebrity form, I couldn't resist turning the muse avatar spotlight on to Bam Bam.

Doesn't he look adorable with his white surfer hair and leopard print beanie? (Yup, I'm going to die - and he'll get away with it since it's Halloween!)

Every year, my husband tries to get me into a Brussel Sprout costume because he is 6'5" and thus a worthy Jolly Green Giant. I'm short, but really? Not going to happen.

I must admit though, when we found these awesome Pebbles and Bam Bam costumes, I couldn't help but fall in love with my husband all over again. He's tall, tattooed, and often intimidating - but had no problem playing the part of young Bam Bam, even when we entered a pub full of zombies, vampires and drunk people not even dressed up. He was so confident and fun!

We actually won the costume contest, but that isn't the only reason I'm naming Bam Bam (aka: handsome hubby) this week's muse avatar.

He put up with a lot from me this weekend. An emotional outburst as I blubbered about missing family, and recognizing my teen stepdaughter is pretty much past "family time" holidays. Not to mention the six hours he put into creating our awesome Halloween Lane for the local trick-or-treaters. He bought champagne to celebrate the e-book launch of Spirited (containing a story by "the other me") and didn't even look at me askance when I said tomorrow was the start of NaNoWriMo.

Yes, even after I explained what it was.

Muse worthy indeed.

After a highly energized October, I thought November might slow down a bit. Instead, I've jam packed the month with great projects, including my yearly attempt at completing 50,000 words inside a month. Doing the NaNo? My handle is Jagger74 - please come find me so you can kick me in the butt. Otherwise, Bam Bam will just club me.

Wishing everyone a safe and HAPPY Halloween. Go out there and scare some people, K.

Oh...I might save myself from my husband's wrath if I post a picture of the two of us as Pebbles and Bam Bam. Please try not to laugh TOO hard!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

The other me is geeking out

2011-10-28T14:18:00.000-06:00

Go ahead and laugh, but it's true.

I am not my level-headed self these days.

I've always taken the ups and downs of this unpredictable publishing industry with stride. My mentors have schooled me to be patient, and I'm careful about not announcing any of the irons in my proverbial fire until they're so hot, they're imprinted in my hand. Irrefutable evidence the project exists, I suppose.

I'm good at keeping secrets and selective about who receives the news when I'm ready to share it.

Which is why I thought I'd be less affected by the launch of the Spirited anthology.

Instead, I am totally geeking out.

It started about two weeks ago when I saw my "other" name on the cover of the book, along with 12 other paranormal YA authors I admire and respect. I even managed to wipe up my drool before it hit the floor... I sent the photo to my family, my friends, and even whipped out my iPhone to show it off to strangers. Well, just once...

But then the actual e-book popped up on Amazon.com - almost a week before the official October 31 launch.

And something very strange happened to me.

I created an Amazon.com profile page. And Tweeted/Facebooked about it as though it was a masterpiece fit for the Louvre.

I applied for a Goodreads author profile - and anxiously watched my inbox until confirmation arrived. More tweeting. Another Facebook update. That feat even warranted a call to my Dad...who sadly has no idea what Goodreads is, or why the hell he should turn on his dinosaur of a computer and enter my name - my married name - into a computer to find out. (Sidenote: When I forwarded the cover image to my Dad, he scanned the cover four times, grunting into the phone, "What am I looking for here?" He didn't clue in that Dawn DALTON is me. The other me.)

But I'm pretty sure my behaviour last night just about sent my husband over the edge.

Spirited, for at least an hour, was listed at #16 on Amazon Best Sellers in Children's Short Fiction top 100. You'd almost think I'd won the lottery. I "whooted." I tweeted. I Facebooked. I texted my sister. And I called my mother-in-law and my father. Thank goodness for mother-in-laws because my Dad's first question was, "So when are you going to be number one?" Sigh.

Irrational behaviour for sure, but even worse when I became obsessed with refreshing the page, holding my breath as the list emerged onto my iPhone screen.

Which is when I realized how quickly the list shuffles.

By the time I'd gone to sleep (which took considerable effort and a Tylenol Cold and Flu), Spirited had slid down to #23.

Honestly, though? I'm still geeking out.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Once upon a muse

2011-10-24T07:38:00.000-06:00

I've added a new show to my top list of TV viewing this fall, and if last night's premiere was any indication of its quality, I have no doubt Once Upon a Time will soon skyrocket to first place.

I've anxiously awaited the arrival of Once Upon a Time since the first preview months ago, hopeful it would live up to its hype.

It exceeded it.

The official logline is: When a young boy who purports to be her son shows up on her doorstep, Emma Swan is drawn into a town where the magic and mystery of fairytales may be real and hold the key to unlocking the mysteries of her troubled past.

That's rather simplifying what I consider a brilliant concept that was, at least in the series opener, brilliantly executed.

Modern twists on fairy tales aren't new, and indeed are all the rage on the big screen, with the release of Beastly and Red Riding Hood last year. I enjoyed both of those movies (though admit neither lived up to its full potential). Once Upon a Time is something entirely different - and refreshing!

Each of the actors have dual roles - their storybook character, and the real-life person who lives in Storybrooke, Maine. (Don't groan, it's actually quite clever...) It was great fun to figure out each fairytale persona. Snow White is perfect, the evil Queen is delicious, Rimplestiltskin is incredible, and those seven dwarves? Fantastic!

Prince Charming ain't so bad himself, which is why Josh Dallas is this week's muse avatar. A head cold blindsided me yesterday afternoon and my thoughts are a bit jumbled from the overdose of cold and flu medication. It's going to take more than the wave of a magic wand to draw out more than a couple coherent sentences from me. Maybe the prince can help.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

Huge congratulations to my dear friend, Jessica Bell, whose debut novel String Bridge releases Nov. 11, 2011. The book is a literary masterpiece, showcasing Jessica's astonishing talent.

But if that's not enough, Jessica also created a soundtrack for the book, writing and performing each song. Her voice is both haunting and beautiful, and yet another demonstration of her boundless passion for excellence. Melody Hill - On the Other Side releases today on iTunes. You'll want to pick this one up!

Last week, I revealed that "the other me" is taking part in the Crossroads Blog Tour. If you haven't checked it out, don't miss out on an opportunity to win free books and stellar swag from each of the 15 participating authors.

It's a paranormal creep-a-thon you won't want to miss!

And, lastly (I promise), Leap Books and Bridge Social Media is offering YOU a chance to win one of 13 copies of SPIRITED, a haunting collection of short stories by bestselling and dreadfully-talented debut authors of paranormal YA fiction.

Check out the Leap or Bridge blogs for details. You can follow the contest on Twitter three ways - @Spirited13, @BridgeSocial or @LeapBks. You never know what clues may be hidden amongst the tweets.

The other me is on tour...

2011-10-18T05:56:00.002-06:00

I'll never forget the day I was almost assaulted by an irritated mother.

No, not THAT time.

Back when I worked at Chapters, I had the pleasure of hanging out in the fiction and children's sections of the store. I enjoyed shelving books, mostly because I could mentally inventory all of the great new - and old - releases in stock. You learn a lot about some of your go-to authors that way.

So imagine my surprise when I discovered that one of my favorite teen fiction authors also writes erotica. I'm not one to judge - there isn't a genre I haven't dabbled in, and some of my writerly friends are very talented in that area. (I'm reading a hot werewolf book by one of them right now!)

The trouble came when one of my booksellers didn't pay attention to the title and genre of the book (or clearly the cover) and shelved the erotica in with the young adult fiction by the same author. You can guess what happened - young kid buys book by author, gets it home and Mom blows a gasket.

I decided then that should I ever want to write youth fiction, I'd go with a pen name.

In the adult world, I write thriller and paranormal romance. I'm not into heavy sex and violence - unless the scene warrants it. But I wouldn't want my young nephews and nieces, or even my stepdaughter to read some of my work. Yet.

Which is why I've created another blog and a whole new persona.

I haven't been covert about the fact that I write under both names. The links are all over the place, and I'm using my married name (which has the added bonus of making my husband happy) so anyone who knows anything about me (or is following the Spirited Ghosthunters contest) knows I'm one and the same person. In fact, anyone could figure out the link with a quick Google search.

But there is separation, even if it's dangling by a thread.

Well, that other me is soon to have a short story published in the Spirited anthology (e-book launching October 31 and print edition scheduled for March, 2012), which means a couple of things:

1. I'm published! And in the company of some amazing YA authors, like Candace Havens, Maria Snyder, Shannon Delany, Heather Kenealy, Judith Graves, Kitty Keswick...and more! Plus, proceeds from the book will be donated to youth literacy, through 826 National.

2. I'm able to participate in the Crossroads Blog Tour with another 14 amazing paranormal young adult authors.

From October 22 through to October 29, I'll be interviewed on a different awesome blog per day where I'll be chatting about Halloween, books, youth literacy, and my, er, bad habits.

The schedule and all the links are posted on the sidebar of my other blog. I hope you'll join me there. Besides lending support for me (thank you!), you have a great chance to win free books and swag. Huzzah!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstern

In love with the muse

2011-10-17T08:33:00.001-06:00

I'm writing about love this week, my friends.

The unmatched, unloved, unrequited, and the just plain desperate. And of course, the greatest loves of all time.

With the Spirited anthology edits behind me, I return to adult writing - and Heartless.

Which is good enough reason to bring back my most-loved and most-used muse avatar, Ian Somerhalder.

Aka: Damon Salvatore on the The Vampire Diaries.

Aka: Vamp of my dreams (when True Blood's Eric Northman isn't around...)

This past episode of The Vampire Diaries may have been one of the best. Something dramatic happened with almost every character, and that cliffhanger ending? Holy freaking crap. I'm still a little slack-jawed.

But amidst all that drama was some bonafide romance, and hot damn if my guy Damon didn't whisper some swoon-worthy zingers.

I could use some of those one-liners myself. In the MS, people - handsome hubby has a buffet of words to make me melt, I promise.

Here's hoping Ian can send some of his romantic wordsmithing my way this week. Go forth, sexy vampire, and make me, er, my characters swoon...

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Night Circus, Erin Morgenstein

PS - You may have noticed that The Hypnotist by Lars Kepler is no longer "the book in my bag." I tried, honest I did. But despite raving reviews to the contrary, I simply couldn't get into the book. Perhaps it was the strange point of view, or maybe I found myself mesmerized by the YA book also in my bag, Daughter of Smoke and Bone. Either way, I'm putting it back on the shelf. For now.

Block busting

2011-10-12T10:02:00.000-06:00

Sometimes I whine about "the block."

I know approximately when it's going to happen - deadlines piling up, something "off" in my non-writing world, lack of time to create more than dinner. Combined, these factors lead to writerly procrastination, and eventually, the dreaded "block."

I've always considered "the block" an obstacle for creative people. I may have even suggested non-creative types wouldn't "get" it.

How arrogant of me!

After listening to me whine about "the block" yesterday, a dear, self-proclaimed non-creative friend reminded me that every career has elements of difficulty - tasks you haven't quite figured out how to complete, or icky jobs that leave an unpleasant taste in your mouth.

She's an accountant who loves her career, and the opportunity and challenge of making numbers dance. But that doesn't mean she doesn't get blocked - a statistics chart she hasn't quite figured out how to format, a series of equations that never quite add up, the desire to curl up with a good book instead of trucking it into the office.

Those are her blocks - no different than when I hit a plot snag, or can't quite hear my character's voice.

So what's her block-busting secret?

Just do.

Well crap. Who knew it would be so easy?

Thanks, Sue for listening to me whine - and then kicking my butt into gear.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Thanksgiving with Monday's muse avatar

2011-10-09T23:42:00.001-06:00

My family is celebrating its first Canadian Thanksgiving in our new house this year.

While there's much to be thankful for, and handsome hubby is helping me stuff a turkey, our household decor is more geared to Halloween.

Don't judge.

If you're a Halloween junkie like us, check out my daily Dawn Dalton blog to see some of the cool stuff we've created - like a chicken wire ghost that will send chills down your spine, a meatloaf hand that will gross out your party guests, and easy mason jar lanterns guaranteed to make you smile.

But, uh, back to Thanksgiving.

It's been an up and down year, if I'm going to be honest. There's been a number of low points, but the highs definitely outweigh the rest.

In no particular order, I'm grateful for:

An amazing husband who offers me unconditional love and support. He's my best friend, my prince charming, and the love of my life. How lucky am I? Very.
My beautiful stepdaughter. She brings happiness and life to me that only a child can - and I love her with every ounce of my being.
My extended family - close and distant, and those who have passed. Each plays such an important role in my life and I am grateful for every minute we've shared. (And I wish we lived closer...)
My small, but vital, network of friends. And I do mean vital.
Three loving dogs - and nine healthy puppies. It's been a houseful, but I am thankful to have had the chance to witness the magic of raising puppies. As they leave to their forever homes, I am grateful for the happiness they bring to each loving family.
A beautiful home in the country. Away from the stress of the city. Nestled in a small hamlet. Where I can relax in a sunroom my husband created, or write in the loft office I've always dreamed of.
Deadlines and meeting them. I'm so excited to be a part of the SPIRITED anthology with some truly talented writers of paranormal young adult fiction.
Writing. My release. My torture. My life blood. Thank goodness my husband and stepdaughter get this.

And for um, Kiefer Sutherland, this week's muse avatar. I've been at a bit of a loss since 24 completed - few men can truly compete with Jack Bauer. But in the midst of all the new TV drama I've been sucking up, I found out something amazing: Kiefer is coming back to my small screen this Spring.

I'm coming back this week. Editing my short story THREAD OF THE PAST, for the SPIRITED anthology was grueling. I learned so much from Kat, the Leap Books editor, but until I was certain the story was as strong as it could be, it's all I've thought about.

Ineffective when so many other projects hang in wait.

I've got three major works in progress on the go, and I'm planning to do NaNoWriMo (National November Writing Month) this year, now that I have a NaNo buddy.

Jack Bauer, er, Kiefer is the perfect muse avatar to kick my butt in gear.

To all my Canadian peeps, have an awesome Thanksgiving. May you count your blessings, and stuff your bellies.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Tightening up

2011-10-03T10:53:00.001-06:00

My editor for the SPIRITED anthology says some of my prose needs a little tightening.

Er, Marky Mark Wahlberg here looks as though he can help with that, no?

I'm on deadline (shocking, I know), and I needed a muse avatar that required very little introduction or explanation.

I think he's just what the ~~doctor~~ editor ordered.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, lars Kepler

PS - Want to win a copy of the SPIRITED anthology? Leap Books and Bridge Social Media are giving you a chance to win a copy of this hauntingly great book. Check out the blogs, follow Spirited13 on Twitter, and you may win.

Inspired by must-see-TV? Yup.

2011-09-26T09:08:00.000-06:00

To say I'm excited by the new fall TV line-up would be a mild understatement. I'm borderline obsessed. I blame it all on my new Global TV iPhone app.

My friend Sue told me a few weeks ago that I could watch episodes of Days of our Lives if I downloaded the app, which has pretty much ruined my late-afternoon writing time (bad, Sue!) On the flip side, I'm much happier to make dinner or do other household chores, since my "TV" is portable. Nothing like folding laundry while watching Bo and Hope proclaim their undying love...again.

But Friday I was feeling kind of blue - a day for regrets, self-doubt, and wishing I had a time machine. (*end of pity party starts now*) Instead of writing productively, I watched a hella lot of TV on my Global app. I've already bookmarked a few of my favourites.

Like Sarah Michelle Gellar's new series, Ringer. I was NOT a Buffy fan. *ducks* And Ringer is being trashed by reviewers. But I've seen the first two episodes and have already added it to my "must-see-TV" list. Hubby...not as impressed.

So what's this got to do with Adam Garcia, this week's muse avatar?

In addition to my standbys, Supernatural, Vampire Diaries, Glee, and now Ringer, I've fallen head over heels for the police/crime drama, Prime Suspect. I love the grittiness of it, and I've always been a fan of Maria Bello, who I first saw on Coyote Ugly.

She starred alongside Garcia. Between his sexy accent, his adorable addiction to comic books, and his unwavering support of his girlfriend's talent (when she isn't shaking it on the bar), I challenge any girl not to have a crush on him. He's freaking cute!

I've been dabbling in TV scripts for a while now, and this weekend found myself ankle deep in a new idea (surprise!) that I *must* explore - even for a few hours. Although I don't think Adam is on the small screen (or any screen lately, for that matter), he reminds me of Maria Bello and my new show addiction, Prime Suspect. And of course, my new project...

I doubt he'll keep me on track (the non-new WIP list continues to collect dust) but he may just provide the inspiration I'm looking for to explore this new venture. And isn't that what a muse is for?

I'm almost afraid to ask...have I missed any of the season's great new shows? (I'm patiently waiting for Once Upon a Time and Dexter...) What's on your "must-see-TV" list?

Happy Monday!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Keplar

An aMUSEing hybrid

2011-09-19T09:21:00.000-06:00

In anticipation of the new season of The Vampire Diaries - and thus the thrilling return of Ian Somerhalder to my television screen, dreams, and Monday morning blog posts - I'd almost glossed over other potential muse avatars.

That is, until my stepdaughter and I watched the season premiere on Thursday, and I was reminded of Joseph Morgan, who stars as Klaus - an even "badder" vampire than Damon. Shocking, I know. (He's actually a hybrid...a were/vamp...but um, that's irrelevant here...)

Despite my not-so-secret attraction to bad boys, the "once-morally driven-now-serial killer" Stefan isn't quite up to muse-inspiring par.

Klaus is. Big time.

There's something compelling about his character, and his portrayal of it. Klaus is clearly a bad-ass, but he does his dirty work with charm, and a killer, melt-inducing smirk. I want to look away, but there's this naughty twinkle in his eye that paralyzes me like a male Medusa.

I love the dynamics of his character, and am hopeful Joseph Morgan will be up for some one-to-one discussion about what makes Klaus tick - and how he can be so awesomely evil, but so freaking sexy as the same time.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Keplar

In anticipation of the muse

2011-09-12T08:33:00.004-06:00

Don't even get me started about last night's finale of True Blood. I'm as undecided about it as I was many of the story lines throughout the season.

One thing I DO know is that I'm going to be waiting a heck of a long time for another dose of Eric. I may have to return to the books to tide me over - or start watching the series again.

Thankfully, my other muse-worthy vampire is back this week. The season premiere of Vampire Diaries airs this Thursday, and I can't wait. In addition to getting my weekly fill of IAN SOMERHALDER (Damon), I'm also guaranteed some one-on-one time with my stepdaughter.

We've actually bonded over our Salvatore brother rivalry.

As far as Mondays go, this one hasn't been great (and it's still early...) Very little writing happened over the weekend, which means I'm behind. Shocker, I know.

Here's hoping Ian can help me get over Eric (ha!) and excel at his job as muse avatar. Should be a piece of cake - he's been cast in this role so many times he could do it with his eyes closed. Personally, I hope he keeps them open. He has amazing eyes.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Those were the DAYS muse

2011-09-05T13:18:00.000-06:00

Over a year ago, when I started Muse Avatar Monday, Jensen Ackles was my first muse. Seriously, do you blame me?

So every once in a while, like when I'm starting something fresh - or simply gearing up for a new season of Supernatural, I like to bring him back. Surprisingly, I've not heard any complaints.

But Jensen's purpose as muse avatar this Monday is actually three-fold.

Long before he was Dean on Supernatural, Jensen played Brady on the daytime soap opera Days of Our Lives. No really - would I lie about that?

Check out this clip. (It's long, but you'll get the idea in the first 30 seconds.)

I've actually been crushing on him since then, because Days is my guilty pleasure. Last week, my friend Sue introduced me to an iPhone app that lets me catch up on Days - while I'm making dinner. Or riding passenger on the way home from work. Or suffering insomnia. Why the heck didn't I think of that?

Watching Days is like going home. My Nona and I used to watch it when I was a kid - and I'm not surprised that some of the plot lines and power couples are still the same. (Confession: I once wrote "Bo and Hope Forever" on one my school binders. Sad, I know.)

This writing week, I'm going back to an old project, working on a new WIP, and uh, gearing up for Supernatural. In several ways. I can't think of a better muse avatar than Jensen.

Happy Monday!

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Keplar

Welcome back, Bad Boy Muse

2011-08-29T09:50:00.000-06:00

Oh Eric, how do I love thee? Let me count the ways.

At least 30 - as in the last 30 seconds of True Blood last night. If I still had a PVR, I might have rewound that scene 100 times or more. All four of the key Bon Temps vamps, even Bill (*gasp*) looked so freaking bad ass - I loved it!

(But what the heck is going on with the Bon Temps women? Sookie should be smacked up the side of the head for breaking Eric's heart and uh, Debbie, you've got ALCIDE and you're looking to hook up with Marcus? Wrong on so many levels.)

I've been sitting on the fence about this season of True Blood, enjoying some of the sub plot lines, and hating the rest - but in terms of characterization (and sheer hotness), Eric Northman has been spot on. In last night's episode Alex Skarsgard showed vulnerability, love, and power. I believed Every. Word.

That's the kind of authenticity I need for my (many) projects this week. And though the cast of True Blood has monopolized Muse Avatar Monday as of late, I'm more than thrilled to welcome back this bad boy - on screen and off.

Need an Alex pic sans the other three vamps? Happy to oblige this Muse Avatar Monday morning:

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Alpha muse

2011-08-22T07:57:00.000-06:00

Aside from being a great source of inspiration for what *can* be done with book and TV series cross-overs, True Blood is a buffet of hot muse avatar options.

I almost always choose Eric...because let's face it, Alex Skarsgard is impressive, whether he's being good or bad. He's made my avatar list almost as many times as Ian Somerhalder...and that's saying a lot.

But lately I've been seeing a lot of Alcide - Bon Temps' hottest werewolf - on the cover of several men's muscle magazines. And heck, why not? His abs (and arms, and shoulders, and...) are nothing to sneeze at.

Plus, he's got that rugged kind of look, ideal for this week's writerly motivation. I've got some tough revisions ahead, which means getting back to basics and unearthing the root of the story. Somehow in my quest for the "right" word pairings, I lost sight of the simple things.

Like identifying a clear antagonist. Oy.

If I have to rely on someone to steer me back on track, Joe Manganiello is a good choice. Unless of course he distracts me...

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Muse across time

2011-08-16T16:04:00.000-06:00

"John Connor gave me a picture of you once. I didn't know why at the time. It was very old - torn, faded. You were young like you are now. You seemed just a little sad. I used to always wonder what you were thinking at that moment. I memorized every line, every curve. I came across time for you Sarah. I love you; I always have. "John Connor gave me a picture of you once. I didn't know why at the time. It was very old - torn, faded. You were young like you are now. You seemed just a little sad. I used to always wonder what you were thinking at that moment. I memorized every line, every curve. I came across time for you Sarah. I love you; I always have."

I love that Terminator quote.

Almost as much as I love the character who delivered it. Michael Biehn - the original Kyle Reese - pretty much ruined me for all other men. I regard him as my first real crush - even before Michael Pare in Streets of Fire, and Poison's Rikki Rockett. *blush*

At Thrillerfest several years ago in New York, Dr. D.P. Lyle analyzed Terminator, dubbing it one of the most classic examples of a thriller. I agree, but I'd go a little further and deem it a pretty spectacular romance as well. Of course the action is what creates the thriller-esque pacing (not to mention Arnie looking all creepy and psycho robotic), but it's the dialogue that sets my heart aflutter. (And, uh, Kyle's abs...)

I'm doing a lot of script-work this week. Dialogue is so important in many writing forms, but for scripts and screenplays, it's imperative. You don't have the option to fall back on description, no matter how brilliant. The audience will remember the cinematography if the show is good, but they'll only remember the writer behind it if the characters' voices stand out.

Sometimes when I watch Terminator, I pause it just after "I came across time for you, Sarah" trying to analyze what makes that single sentence more memorable to me than "You had me at hello." (I can never remember what movie that's from!) Over the next few days, I'm going to pause after every line of dialogue I write and hold it up to Kyle Reese standards.

Oh heck, why stop there? Seems I should just print off this picture and hold it up to his image, no? Welcome back, Kyle - you're a perfect muse avatar for this week.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Room

2011-08-13T20:28:00.000-06:00

I've been an emotional basket case today - crying at the drop of a hat, getting miffed at the smallest things, seeking the solace of "me" time. I'm not PMSing.

It's because of Room.

Not my room, but the room in the world created by Emma Donoghue.

Room is the story of five-year-old, Jack, who lives in a single room with his Ma and has never been outside. For Ma, Room is the prison where she's been held captive for seven years, since the age of 19.

I must have picked this book up a hundred times, questioning how an author could create a 324-page story within one room. Surely it would take a certain amount of cleverness and a tremendous amount of talent.

Donoghue has both.

I read this book in two days, sucked into Jack's room, my heart aching for all of the childish things he has never known, and loving Ma for loving her son so much. The story is told through Jack's sweet voice, and while I thought that might grow old at some point, it didn't. I actually believed I was hearing the story through a five-year-old - his questions, his reactions, his pain...it all felt so real.

Which is likely why I had a hard time snapping "out" of his world - and why I spent much of the last couple of days moping around the house and yard. I laid on a lounge chair in the pool reading, wondering how Jack would feel about the dragon fly that almost landed on my leg. I imagined the joy he would feel at three dogs licking his feet or playing in the tall grass - a dog not on "TV" but in the real world, a world outside Room. I questioned whether Jack would put ketchup on a barbecued burger, or whether ice cream would hurt teeth that have never seen a dentist. I wanted to walk him over to the park, and push him on the swings, or take him to McDonalds for his first McNugget.

But of course, I can never introduce those things to Jack because he isn't real - despite feeling like a child I have known and loved all of my life.

Room is an affecting story, a compelling, emotional read. And even though I've finished the book, I suspect I'll be seeing things through Jack' eyes for quite some time.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: The Hypnotist, Lars Kepler

Still MY top choice muse

2011-08-08T09:38:00.000-06:00

I only caught a few minutes of the Teen Choice Awards last night, but it was enough for me to scrunch my nose in confusion, and yeah, a little disgust.

In the category for "Best Vampire" both Alex Skarsgard (Eric on True Blood) and Ian Somerhalder (Damon on Vampire Diaries) were nominated. Neither of them won. The nod went to the more sparkly vampire, of course.

I had a couple of muse avatar options for this week, but in light of last night's awards miss (in my humble opinion, of course), I'm re-casting Ian.

Don't worry Ian, you're still choice in my books.

Now go forth and inspire!

The Book In My Bag Today: Forever, Maggie Stiefvater

A place to write

2011-08-04T07:36:00.000-06:00

Don't tell my husband, but I can write pretty much anywhere. I've crammed in a few hundred words while sandwiched between a snorer and a reader on an airplane. And I've plotted by the ocean in Maui. I've scribbled a paragraph or two in my notebook while pulled over on the side of the road waiting for a train to pass. And I've invaded every Starbucks within a 100 km radius.

But whenever I'm feeling a little less than inspired, or I'm making excuses for my muse, I start whining about having a "my place to write."

Because my husband is awesome, this typically turns into a revamping of one of the rooms in the house. We'll spend hours tossing out junk, reshuffling (but never really filing) paperwork, hanging pictures and inspirational phrases, and stocking the area with pens, stationary and a giant whiteboard.

Needless to say, I've had some sweet looking "offices" over the years.

Nothing compares to my current writing space, though.

A few months ago, we moved out to the country, a small hamlet (75-people small) about a half hour outside of the city. As a family, we talked about it at great length, and discussed the sacrifices that would be required. In many ways, my stepdaughter stood to lose the most - a disconnect from her friends. Ironically, it was her voice that rang the loudest when we took the plunge. Best decision ever.

Our house is old and in great need of repair. Still, each of us is now attached to some part of it. The dogs love the football-field back yard (almost!), my husband covets the heated garage, and my stepdaughter adores her loft room, which happens to be the cause of great envy among her friends. It's huge. And black. *shrug*

I have a loft office upstairs, too and when it's painted and the floors are refinished, it will be beautiful. But I gave my heart to the sunroom, which used to look like the picture above. I don't have a macro lens to show off all of the spiders, cobwebs and mouse droppings that once lived there - but it was daunting.

Lucky for me, handsome husband is a construction worker. It took him (with my limited but strategic help *cracks whip*) to transform the run-down, never-before used sunroom into this:

Reclining chairs for morning coffee - and plotting

The writing area

Impressive, right?

I can still write "anywhere" - if you've read Stephen King's ON WRITING: A MEMOIR OF THE CRAFT, you know setting should only be important in your manuscript. But I'm not going to lie, I'd much rather be writing here than pretty much anywhere else in the world.

Where's your favourite place to create?

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Forever, Maggie Stiefvater

Graveminder. Read it!

2011-08-02T16:14:00.000-06:00

I remember the day I picked up Wicked Lovely by Melissa Marr. I read the first chapter standing in the YA section of the bookstore, turning each page with breathless anticipation. The characters seemed to explode with life, and the descriptions blew my mind.

There are four books in that series - I have them all in hard cover, and last year, deemed Wicked Lovely one of my favourite books, and Melissa Marr at the top of my list of inspirational authors.

Despite my groaning TBR pile, I've been in a bit of a reading rut. I'm so glad Melissa Marr was there to pull me out of it and set me back on the reading path.

Graveminder is not a YA novel.

But it is a near-perfect book.

I admit, I have so much faith in Marr's mad storytelling skills, I barely skimmed the back cover blurb - and went into this novel virtually blind. I kind of want you to do the same, mostly because I'm fearful any plot reveal will result in spoilers. But that doesn't seem fair...

Graveminder is set in the small town of Claysville, where people pay special attention to the dead. Rebekkah Barrows would know, since she grew up watching her grandmother attend to each tombstone with the same unusual ritual - three sips from a silver flask, and the words, Sleep well, and stay where I put you.

But now Maylene is dead, and Rebekkah must return to confront "dark secrets, a centuries-old bargain, a romance that still haunts her, and a frightening new responsibility - to stop a monster and put the dead to rest where they belong."

*chills*

I loved every word.

Graveminder sucked me in from the first chapter and held me until the very end, where I resisted the urge (seriously) to start reading it again. (Confession: I have read Wicked Lovely twice...)

I wasn't sure how I felt about Marr deviating from the faeries of her YA series. Sometimes I like my authors compartmentalized. But I'm pretty sure Marr could rewrite the phone book and I'd be salivating.

To be blunt? Read it. If the brilliance of the concept alone doesn't grab you, Marr's tight craft and amazing world-building skills certainly will.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag: Forever, Maggie Stiefvater

Second chances

2011-08-02T07:38:00.000-06:00

I've never been much of a Colin Farrel fan, but after seeing the previews for the remake of Fright Night, I'm willing to give him a second chance. Maybe even a third...

Colin's also been my muse avatar before, though admittedly not an effective choice. I'm going to be the bigger person and allow him a second chance on that role as well. I know, I'm nice like that. *blush*

Second chances are fitting since this week I'll be digging through some of my old projects to determine which ones should be shelved for good - and which of the staggering number of my three-chapter-starts might still have the opportunity to see light of day.

Despite a myriad of day job stress, home renovations, and a general lack of writerly mojo, July was a productive month. I completed a short story for an Anthology that comes out in October, finished the second book in the Chase Duffy elementary series I'm writing for the Alberta Canola Producers, and the amazing Judith Graves and I knocked out a short story, a full TV script, and a whole lot of plot outlines. (Not to mention the bones of yet another series...)

August needs to be just as productive.

This month begins a new schedule that will allow for increased writing AND reading time. The year started with a bang, but since April, I've had some shaky moments and the downward spiral has been fast. I stopped reading. I stopped regular blogging. I stopped working out. And if it hadn't have been for a couple of awesome friends - and two non-negotiable deadlines - I would have stopped writing altogether. How quickly I forget that writing is sometimes the best way to crawl out from under that stress.

So this week, I'm leaning on Colin (and resisting the urge to re-cast Alex Skarsgard because man is he kicking ass as Eric on True Blood these days...) to kick off "second chance" month.

- Dawn

The Book In My Bag Today: Graveminder, Melissa Marr

Casting muse

2011-07-18T06:28:00.000-06:00

I love to cast my characters.

I always begin with a fresh palette, thinking about the broader details like hair colour, general build, overall "look." As I start filling in the details - like the scar under one of my protagonists' eye - I begin flipping through the online catalogue of ready-made faces until I find the model/celebrity/random Joe Blow that best suits the image in my head.

Because I tend to write everything with a movie or TV show in mind (go big or go home, right?), I often pick celebrities to represent each character.

Not often do I get it THIS right.

JAMES PUREFOY is the perfect Torek, the love interest for one of my characters. You may recognize him as the mysterious Colville (prince) from A Knight's Tale. His role was small, but I've never forgotten him. (Ironically, that movie is also where I first formed a great affection for Paul Bettany, who has been my muse before!)

This week, the awesome Judith Graves and I will embark on a full-on writing blitz, where-upon we'll create great things together. Or kill each other.

This character will play an integral role in that. The writing. Not the potential death.

Which of course makes him a perfect muse avatar. I have a feeling Judith and I will have no problem referring to this picture, repeatedly, for some additional inspiration.

- Dawn

Repeat offender: Eric FTW

2011-07-11T09:25:00.000-06:00

Oh. My. Gosh.

Am I the only one still left with their mouth gaping after last night's episode of True Blood?

I. LOVE. Vulnerable Eric.

Love.

I know, so out-of-character for me. I've always been on Team Eric, primarily because between Eric and Bill, Eric is the clear bad boy. And yeah, I go for that type.

But there's something so downright adorable about the softer, clueless Eric. I admit after last week's cliffhanger ending, I worried about whether I'd get used to an Eric with less power, less overall "badness."

Turns out I can.

I've also developed a lot more respect for Alexander Skarsgard, the actor. Vulnerable Eric is a tremendous flip in character, and his portrayal was spot on. He made me laugh. Cringe. Melt.

But he also got me thinking about character development, and how important it is for writers to show diversity in their story's cast. This morning, I made a list of the main protagonists for each of my (billion) Works in Progress (WIP) - and you know what? I've got some work to do.

Eric/Alexander is going to help with that this week.

I know it's only been a couple of weeks since this True Blood hottie served as muse avatar, but after last night's performance (and the general fact that I'm still quoting some of the best lines from the episode), I'm quite comfortable allowing him to repeat the role.

Unconvinced he's worthy? Picture #2:

Um, YUM?

- Dawn

PS - Speaking of beautiful creatures, did you know that the original Frankenstein wasn't the monster Hollywood has made him out to be? He was actually rumored to be so beautiful his creator couldn't even look at him. Over time, he's turned into one creepy character though, a monster we all should fear. Want to know more? Check him out at the Most-Wanted Monsters blog where every Monday, Judith Graves and I will be profiling one of the world's most-wanted monsters.

But wait there's more! Every day this week, you'll find a creepy or cool Frankenstein fact on Twitter. Follow MWMonsters to learn more. Know your monsters before they GET you!

A flash of inspiration

2011-07-08T08:19:00.000-06:00

I'm not going to lie - I don't scare easily.

I've been reading horror novels for as long as I can remember, and once owned every single John Saul, Dean Koontz and Stephen King - in hard cover. I love scary movies, but admit few have made me truly jump in fear...except maybe the first Saw. Oh, and maybe The Collector... I digress.

But nothing - not even Pennywise the Clown - has given me as many goosebumps as the storm that blew over our house last night. For almost two hours, I stared out the window watching brilliant flashes of lightening illuminate the angry sky, wondering at what point one of those bolts would zap a nearby tree, or worse, our loft rooftop. I listened to the eerie rumble of thunder, sure the resulting boom would jar pictures off the walls, or elicit howls of terror from my dogs (no howls...just whimpers.) And when the rain hit, it pelted with enough force I thought my windows might smash in. Seriously.

Thankfully, the storm passed through Busby with limited destruction - though, I'm a bit nervous to check out my garden today. Other parts of the province were not as lucky. Tornadoes swirled above central Alberta, and according to reports, three touched down. Scary stuff.

My husband is teasing me this morning, but I admit, if our basement wasn't a cold, cement oubliette, I'd have dragged my family down there, along with our pantry of canned goods. (We are not, I assure you, stocked enough for the Zombie Apocalypse, but we could survive a few days on chick peas and corn...well, not my stepdaughter. She's a picky eater...)

Ironically (says the thriller writer), I would have been alone in that basement. Handsome husband slept right through most of it, and my stepdaughter scurried to the window with the best vantage point. Typically, that's me - we once drove to the top of a hill to watch a thunderstorm, and witnessed a bolt of lightening set fire to a building in the city. Some of my best stories have been written in bed as I listen to the unrelenting downpour.

But last night, it wasn't until the worst of the lightening passed that I felt the zap of inspiration my muse avatar had failed to produce this week. Yesterday, I spent hours (literally) organizing the various projects on my plate this month, and though I'm surviving on just a few hours of sleep, I feel electrified, ready to get writing. Finally!

Of course, I'm also thankful that sound outside my window is merely heavy rain. My heart can't take another thunderous boom...yet.

- Dawn

Back to basics

2011-07-04T08:26:00.000-06:00

Jensen Ackles was my original muse avatar.

Ever since Karen introduced me to the show Supernatural, I've had a slightly unnatural affection for this half of the Winchester-brother team. Not that Sam (Jared Padalecki) isn't good looking in his own right - there's just a little something extra about Jensen...

Despite valiant efforts to the contrary, I've not had a great creative run this past few weeks. It's true there's a lot on my mind, but I think the primary contributing factor is this: I've lost touch with the basics.

Step one: Open laptop
Step two: Write

I've had several mentors over the past few years, but the strongest pieces of writing advice came from Steve Berry and James Rollins.

Steve: Write Tight.
James: I give myself permission to write crap today.

Back to basics.

At one time, both of these messages were taped to the side of my computer. They pushed me through the tough times, when the words weren't flowing, or my prose was padded with adjectives and run-on sentences. But somewhere along the way, the tape unstuck, and the advice dropped out of my view. Out of sight...

Not surprising, this basic" philosophy applies to my everyday life challenges. I've gained back a lot of the weight lost at the start of the year, despite my goal to lose 50 pounds. I've tried to place blame on a multitude of things - moving out to the country where there is no J'Adore dance and is too far for work-out dates with my friends. A sudden aversion to raw vegetables since I can't find my favourite hummus in our small hamlet. And on and on...

But really, I just need to get back to basics: Work out. Eat healthy. Make time for ME.

So this Monday, I'm making a promise to myself to take it slow.

Get back to basics.

And return to when I first made Jensen Ackles my muse avatar. He was my lucky charm then. Let's see if I can count on him again.

Happy Monday - and to my American friends and family, happy July 4.

- Dawn

Let's get social

2011-06-30T20:37:00.000-06:00

I'm often astounded by the breadth of creative people that surround me. Not just in a local sense, though my day job has certainly introduced me to a mesmerizing group of talented literary artists.

But I'm looking more at the global picture. Like the friendships I've nurtured after meeting at writer's conferences in Hawaii, New York, or Vancouver. Or the people I've only met through Facebook and Twitter, but with whom I have shared so many special moments. Or my amazing blogging network, where some bonds have actually changed my life.

Love it or hate it, social media plays an important role in connecting the literary world to other artists, to agents and publishers...to potential readers. Facebook and Twitter have allowed us to forge relationships that, although sometimes superficial, satisfy a level of communication that in the past seemed unaccessible. (And yes, I *might* be following Ian Somerhalder with the hope of him one day acknowledging one of my Tweets...)

I wasn't the first to jump on the social media bandwagon, but I do understand its charm. So much so, that I've recently started a company with the ingenius Judith Graves, an Alberta YA paranormal author (Under my Skin, Second Skin) ...and all around awesome (and wildly creative) soul. Bridge is about narrowing the gap between artists and their audience, and helping people new to the social media scene understand how to make social marketing work for them.

It's true that social media has changed my life - not just because I'm suddenly building a business. But because without Facebook, Twitter, or Blogger, I may never have connected with the beautiful Jessica Bell.

I'm excited that Jessica has signed on as Bridge's first official client, but more than that, I am deeply proud to call this talented kindred spirit a dear friend. If you haven't connected with Jessica, what are you waiting for? Seriously...

Now if you'll excuse me, I need to go stalk me some Damon, er, Ian.

- Dawn

Return of True Blood and my muse

2011-06-27T09:52:00.000-06:00

Oh Eric, how I have missed thee.

Season 4 of TRUE BLOOD premiered last night, and to say I waited for it with bated breath would be a gross understatement. Along with Supernatural, Dexter, Vampire Diaries and a smattering of reality shows (okay...SYTYCD and Idol), True Blood is among my must-see TV list.

True, I'm a fan of the show (and the books from which the show was created - go Charlaine Harris!), but really, it's Alex Skarsgard as Eric that makes the show really stand out for me. And frankly, there wasn't near enough of him in last night's episode.

The premiere was enjoyable, even though I predicted a good portion of what was going to happen.

Eric/Alex was perfect. As always.

Making him a perfect muse avatar.

I pushed through a number of creative blocks this weekend, and have a full slate of writing projects I am excited to tackle. In a few weeks, my day-job situation will change drastically, allowing me increased time to write.

And blog.

And read.

I haven't been doing much of those three things for the past few months - for a variety of reasons. I'm hoping by the end of July, that will be fully rectified.

- Dawn

Sticks and stones

2011-06-22T22:30:00.000-06:00

Go ahead, start calling me names.

I accept that posting "three hot guys" as muse avatar(s) might be considered...greedy. Selecting them for no other reason than for their very hotness may even be deemed...shallow.

It's all good. I've heard it before and I accept your name calling. Sticks and stones and all that cliched jazz.

But truth be told, I've got a lot on tap this week. Two short stories to complete, final edits on the thriller to submit, pages for my crit partner, and yeah, a whole bunch of work for the new company I started with the awesome Judith Graves. (You think I'm busy? Check this superstar out...and then head on over to our company website to see how BRIDGE might be able to help you...)

With so much on the go, it seems logical - even brilliant - to stack the odds in my favour. Jensen Ackles (Supernatural's Dean) was my very first muse avatar. Ian Somerhalder (Damon on the Vampire Diaries) practically set a record last year with the number of times he made the cut. And Paul Wesley (Stephan, also of Vampire Diaries) is fresh...at least on this blog. (And it should be noted that while I appreciate the aesthetics, there is truly only one vamp on VD that can bite me.)

Still trying to figure out how I'm justifying three muse avatars? Let's examine the week's projects in priority: final edits to my "first" thriller (Jensen), a return to my ongoing paranormal/adventure/romance (Ian) and plotting/character development/first few chapters of a plethora of new projects (Stephen).

Of course these three don't cover off for the groaning WIP pile of collaboration projects and various other creative pursuits...but to add a bunch more "hot guys" muse avatars might be considered... greedy ;-)

- Dawn

Honouring the muse

2011-05-30T10:46:00.000-06:00

My muse and I have been at war the past few weeks.

It's been tough to find inspiration while trying to claw out from the belly of confusion and sadness. Though my blog posts had been sporadic at best, I was writing...even making progress on new projects while tackling lingering unfinished pieces.

But on May 21, 2011, my creative drive came to a screeching halt when I learned of the sudden passing of my beautiful cousin, Larissa.

As the oldest on both sides of the family, I am blessed to have unique relationships with each of my cousins - and my relationship with Larissa was no different.

In Edmonton, I am isolated from my family - other than my husband and stepdaughter, my next closest relatives are in Calgary. The distance isn't far - about two hours - and yet, we are as distant as I am to the family that lives in BC, Nova Scotia, Utah, Toronto, Nevada...

Larissa lived in Reno in a small apartment with her new puppy.

But for about 6 months two years ago, she lived with me and my husband. Larissa and my friendship has always been a bit of a roller coaster, but the ride seemed so much more intense for that brief time I had with her in Edmonton. She suffered emotional and physical pain that I simply didn't understand, and despite my deepest desire to be there for her, I failed in so many ways. Opportunities I can never get back.

In truth, I've always admired Larissa. Her song voice gave me chills. I remember so clearly one of our infamous arguments after I begged her for hours to please sing for me just one more time...She'd already been through the family song book twice, and covered every radio hit. She dreamed of being on American Idol. *I* dreamed of her being there, too.

Much like the rest of my talented family, Larissa could not only sing - she was also a stunning dancer, an amazing actress, and she could work magic with a make-up brush and a curling iron. After buying a very expensive flat iron at a West Edmonton Mall kiosk one day, Larissa's smile could have lit up the night sky. I can't count how many make-overs she's given me over the years.

Larissa was passionate, and intellectual, often surprising me with political debates and action plans for causes close to her heart.

She was also a voracious reader with very discerning tastes. She devoured every novel on my numerous book shelves, and often we stayed up late discussing the story's strengths and weaknesses. She even started writing herself...

And she read everything I wrote. Even the stuff I've shared with no one else.

On Friday, I was deleting old texts when my finger hovered over a message from April 28. I'd sent Larissa a script I'd finished working on, and in her excitement - and true belief in me - she read the document in one sitting and couldn't wait to offer her praise. Her text gushed with pride, unconditional love and support.

I don't have the words to describe the hollowness of my heart, or how much I miss my cousin, and her beautiful voice. But I will cling to that text, and dig deep for the inspiration she so often offered.

I miss you Larissa, and love you so very much.

Thor. Need I say more?

2011-05-16T06:13:00.000-06:00

You can thank my cousin, Brandon for this week's muse avatar.

He's a super hero fanatic (and recent college grad - congrats cuz!). He's a marathon runner, a great writer (if he'd ever finish his book) and his wife Rachel is one of the most awesome people I know.

I consider them both very trustworthy.

So when Brandon commented on last week's post with "You're gonna have to get Thor up here sometime," I immediately scoured the Internet for pictures of CHRIS HEMSWORTH, the lead in Paramount's newest 3-D superhero release.

Uh, thanks cuz.

My earliest memory of "Thor" is actually from Adventures in Babysitting.

Back then I thought he was pretty cute - but, um, looking at him now, he seems a little girly. *cough*

Chris Hemsworth, on the other hand, is not.

I accomplished very little writing this weekend. My cold/flu is lingering (after like, 3 months....bad immune system) and we tackled some pretty big projects around the yard. Like a garden.

But it's Monday and I refuse to let it get the best of me. I watched Fast and the Furious before bed - adrenaline courses through my body. Now, after checking out Thor, my creative engine is revved at full throttle, no NOS required.

Enjoy the week my bloggerly friends.

- Dawn

Another aMUSEing vampire

2011-05-09T14:50:00.000-06:00

Whether you watch Vampire Diaries because you're a fan, or simply to snag some quality time with your daughter, there's no arguing, the show employs some serious eye candy.

My harmless ~~infatuation~~ crush on Ian Somerhalder (Damon) is evident in many of my muse avatar posts - I'm not sure whether Ian or Kiefer Sutherland has been given the role more, but both have had repeat appearances.

Having watched two episodes of Vampire Diaries AND Lost Boys (featuring the vamped-out and super hot Kiefer Sutherland) this weekend, I'm shocking even myself by giving the role to another "bad-ass"vamp.

Joseph Morgan - aka, the awesome and uber sexy Klaus on Vampire Diaries.

Looks aside, I love the way Klaus' character is developing on the show. He's an "original" vampire, meaning he has a crap load of power. Yummy. But he's also a charmer, a seducer, and a freaking good actor. And he has his eyes firmly on the prize.

Which makes him the perfect avatar muse for this week.

Deadlines looming, so much to do, yadda yadda yadda. It's the same old song and dance and I'm sure you're bored of reading about it. Hell, I'm bored of writing about it.

So I'm going to focus instead on the prize. Celebrate accomplishment. Meet deadlines. Etcetera...

And maybe steal a couple of glances at Klaus.

- Dawn

Bringing back the Muse

2011-04-25T08:43:00.000-06:00

It's been forever since I've posted a muse avatar. Some of you haven't forgiven me - and I have a feeling this picture of Kiefer Sutherland / Jack Bauer won't win back your love, either.

I know, he's kind of an acquired taste.

But it's my blog and I'll upload him if I want to, upload him if I want to...

Whoops. Sorry about that. I've got about 25 songs wormed into my brain after a marathon script writing session with the awesome Judith Graves.

Despite the lack of muse avatar, I have been writing. Lots, actually. With more than 10 projects on the go - yes, 10 - there's always something for me to do. And, yes mom, I do know, that taking on too many projects often lends itself to failure.

Unless you have Kiefer Sutherland in your back pocket - which I do.

As Jack Bauer, Kiefer is bad ass. He doesn't take crap - from anyone. He's focussed. Annoyed by stupid, petty people, and infamous for pissing people off in his wake. But at the end of the 24-hour day, stuff gets done. Jack has redeemed himself as a hero, he gets the girl (just before she dies / turns psycho), and he's restored faith in The People. Go Jack!

This week, my friends, I'm in need of a hero like Jack.

The script in all is awesome glory may be done, but it's just one project completed on deadline (ahead of deadline, actually...huh...) and the bigger one - the thriller - remains half done.

Unacceptable.

If Jack were here right now, ~~we'd be in b~~ he'd be yelling at me to get my ass in gear.

So here goes. The return of Muse Avatar Monday - and Jack. Now go forth and inspire some bad ass writing...

Happy Monday. I hope everyone had a wonderful Easter weekend.

- Dawn

Living with Crash & Mars - the movie (and the end)

2011-04-03T23:12:00.000-06:00

Last week I took my adventure story Living with Crash and Mars to Edmonton Public Library writer-in-residence Marty Chan for a short critique. I was wearing my Genius Mode cap, certain the celebrity author would praise my efforts.

Apparently my characters were nothing more than cardboard cut-outs.

My plot was flat.

And my dialogue - emotionless.

Harsh words for an aspiring writer.

I spent a few days wallowing in self pity. But on Friday, after I'd returned Crash and Mars to the 102.3 Now Radio studios, and I'd gobbled up the final spoonful of Rolo ice cream, I had an epiphany. Living with Crash and Mars wasn't a short story.

It should be a movie.

So, this weekend, handsome hubby and I shot the trailer - I know, go big or go home, right? It was absolutely worth the ~~fighting~~ gentle disagreements. In fact, I think even Marty Chan will agree, Living with Crash and Mars is destined to be a blockbuster.

What do you think?

- Dawn

A special thanks to the many Alberta authors / storytellers / poets / illustrators who participated in this event, but for also dedicating their lives to the promotion of literacy through a love of reading and writing. I am so lucky to be surrounded by their greatness every day.

PS - A huge thank-you also to all of the people who called or e-mailed the Young Alberta Book Society over the past two weeks to volunteer for programs, to donate in support of youth literacy, or to register for the upcoming summer youth writing camps.

PPS - I promise, MUSE AVATAR MONDAY will return next week.

Saying good-bye

2011-04-01T07:50:00.000-06:00

My house feels a little empty this morning.

It took Mars and I almost three hours to pack up the clothing and shoes she'd amassed in the 11 days I spent with her and her 102.3 Now Radio morning show co-host, Crash. Three suitcases - and a stack of signed books by local celebrity authors - later, I dropped the duo off at the station. They kind of looked sad, standing outside the door, waiting to be let in like lost puppies.

Crash may have even shed a tear.

And why wouldn't he? Clearly the two had the best time of their lives.

We've shared some great memories. Like, my first book launch. Crash and Mars stood hung out with me and Simone Demers-Collins (Alberta Canola Producers Commission) while we waited for the crowd of kids...

And then stood in line for me and illustrator James Grasdal to sign their book. (Luckily the young writer they butted in front of in line isn't planning to sue!)

We toured the city...

And toured the city....

And, um, toured the city...

We also stood at every billboard or sat at every bus station branded with the 102.3 Now Radio logo...

And, er, solicited a lot of kisses... (That's actually another time Crash cried...who knew he had a fear of snakes?!)

But the fun's over now. *sigh*

And with Crash and Mars back where they belong, I guess it's time to get back to work on all of those writing deadlines I've let fall behind.

Oh, and selecting a new muse.

Someone less skinny. (Sorry, Crash.)

And bare chested.

- Dawn

PS - Are you a young writer in junior high? Why not enter the Martyn Godfrey Young Writers' Award for a chance to win a copy of Fields of Home, and FREE admission to WordsWorth, the summer camp for youth who believe in the power of words. The first 100 entries will also receive a Martyn Godfrey novel. Get the full details here.

PPS - Want a leg up on the competition? Check out Chase Duffy's blog.

Papa-paparazzi

2011-03-29T06:29:00.000-06:00

I've always dreamed of being a rock star, so when I landed the opportunity to hang out with Crash and Mars for 11 days, I figured my time had finally come. I mean, Crash's debut CD, Under my Covers, has produced such amazing hits as Bonus with Hay.

But my talents are limited. I can't sing, not even back-up. I'm a terrible whistler. And although I once could play an entire song on the recorder, I have no formal training as a musician.

Which pretty much leaves writing lyrics.

Until last night, I haven't been inspired. But as we launched into the second week of 102.3 Now Radio's Living with Crash and Mars challenge (and it IS a challenge), I found myself dodging Blackberry and iPhone flashes as dozens (maybe HUNDREDS) of people chased me in hopes of a snapshot of my new BFFs. (Apologies to last week's BFFs but when you spend every. waking. minute with two people, you tend to share...a lot.)

As I whirled around pillars, hid behind cars, and ducked under park benches branded with the NOW Radio signage, I composed a little song I think Crash should add to the Under my Covers set list. I like to call it Papa-Paparazzi.

* clears throat *

(Sung to the tune of that Lady Gaga song, Paparazzi...)

Here comes the crowd

They’re all coming out

Got their flash on it's true

Need that picture of you

Radio star Crash is magical

And Mars is so fantastic, oh

Crash’s plaid shirt and jeans

Mars looking so glamorous

Not sure what it means

But this photo of us

It does have a price

Get ready for those flashing lights

'Cause, NOW you know that

They’re your biggest fans

They’ll follow you until you love them

Papa-Paparazzi

Crash and Mars are stars

You know that they’ll be your-

Papa-Paparazzi

Promise I'll be fun

But they won't stop until that $100 bucks is won

Maybe NOW you'll be famous

They’ll chase you down until you love them

Papa-Paparazzi

They’ll be your girls backstage in your garage

Under my Covers can only get you so far

Yeah cause you're their rockstars on the radio

Living with you both is fantastic, oh

Crash and Mars are stars

You know that they’ll be your

Papa-Paparazzi

Real good, you’re dancing in the studio

Snap-snap, to those hits on NOW radio

Don't stop, for anyone

You’re cardboard but you STILL HAVE FUN

They’re your biggest fans

They’ll follow you until you love them

Papa-Paparazzi

Crash and Mars are stars

You know that they’ll be your

Papa-Paparazzi

I sincerely hope that song sticks with you ALL day...

- Dawn

Hey young writers! Want to learn how to write lyrics WAY better than these ones? Why not check out WordsWorth, the camp for young writers who believe in the power of words. Check out the line-up for this summer's sessions (week 2) for ages 15-19. (Including Brendan McLeod from the FUGITIVES!) Not 15? Our first camp is geared to young writers 11-14. Find out more at the Young Alberta Book Society website.

More like String Bridge

2011-03-28T08:05:00.000-06:00

Eager to show off my short story Adventures with Crash and Mars, I met with Edmonton Public Library writer-in-residence Marty Chan this weekend.

I admit, my palms felt a little sweaty at the prospect of putting my work "out there" and in front of such a celebrity author. Marty has published many books, and when the kids aren't lining up to hear him speak, a large contingent of writerly hopefuls are looking for advice.

Including me.

"Who are these Crash and Mars characters?" he asked, as I settled in at his makeshift desk.

I pointed to my 102.3 Now Radio pals, leaned close and dropped my voice to a whisper. "These two here."

"Do they have last names?"

I shifted uncomfortably in my chair. "Do they need to? I mean, there's Madonna. Beyonce. Prince."

Marty wrinkled his nose. "Yeah, you're going to want to change that. I'm not feeling the celebrity vibe here."

Inhaling a deep breath of courage, I stretched my lips into a smile. "Ok. I'll change the names." I jotted on my notebook, mentally disagreeing with Mr. Writer-In-Residence. Why would I change their names? "Anything else?"

"What's the plot?" he asked. "Where's the action?"

"Well, we've been to Galaxyland," I said. "Went on a few rides."

Marty pressed his lips into a grimace. "I see. Did anyone die?"

"Well, er, no, but..."

"No screaming?"

"Well, Mars did scream on the roller coaster," I said, remembering how her voice scratched against my ears as we looped around one of the ride's giant circles.

Marty jotted something on his pad of paper. "That's a start. How about romance?"

"We went on a hot air balloon ride," I said, excitement causing my voice to reverberate. "That was romantic."

I threw my hands upward in a Victory V. "And, we went through the haunted house. That was scary, right?"

"Predictable," Marty corrected.

"Oh."

"Your characters are too cardboard cut-out," he began.

"Two coroplast cut-outs," I amended.

"And your plot is flat," he said, ignoring my correction. "Two dimensional. Use your five senses! I want to smell the action...

"Uh..."

"I want to feel your character's emotions," Marty went on, jotting furiously on a notepad. "Where's the passion? The great writing? The..."

I glanced away from the intensity, locking eyes with Crash and Mars. Two-dimensional? Flat story line? Emotionless? The kiss of death for a writer.

You were supposed to be my muse, I mouthed at Crash.

"Dawn," Marty said, placing a comforting hand across mine. "You're just not there yet. If only you could be more like..."

"Like who?" I asked, a myriad of names flashing across my eyes. Stephen King? Nora Roberts? Sandra Brown?

"... more like Jessica Bell."

Indeed, if only I could be more like the incredibly talented and amazingly beautiful Jessica Bell. Congratulations to a very good friend and amazing writer for launching the trailer to String Bridge, Jessica's debut novel to be published by Lucky Press this November. Super proud of you, hon! To watch the trailer (where Jessica SINGS her own songs) and to learn more about Jessica, click here.

- Dawn

PS - Want to win an autographed book by Marty Chan - who is actually amazing, talented, and not at all mean? Check out the Young Alberta Book Society website and send me a "fact" about Marty for a chance to win a copy of True Story.

Tour de Edmonton

2011-03-27T12:27:00.000-06:00

I'd dreamed of relaxing this weekend, taking time to finally shake this lingering cough, chillax with the family (and Crash and Mars), maybe catch up on some reading and writing.

My 102.3 NOW Radio buddies had other plans.

You'd almost think they were NEW to Edmonton, or something, but the station has been on the air for more than a year. Surely they'd visited the city's key landmarks, right?

Wrong.

We perused the Old Strathcona Farmer's Market, where we (mostly) resisted the lure of the market's vast sampling of delicious products. Mars couldn't say no to the Cajun spice though, where a local man offered Mars a kiss and some of his product.

We hit the Alberta Art Gallery next, keeping warm within its fancy walls (Crash and Mars REFUSE to dress appropriately for the weather.) I admit, I hadn't checked out the gallery myself yet. Impressive!

In the spirit of keeping warm, we ducked into the Chapters on Whyte Avenue for a latte (I paid, again) and a visit with the beautiful Bronwyn Storm / Natasha Deen, who was flogging her new romance. (Want a copy? Check out the Young Alberta Book Society website and send me a "fact" about Natasha/Bronwyn to be entered into a draw...)

Bronwyn actually rendered Crash speechless (a twist for sure), and he begged to just hang out in the bookstore for the rest of the day.

Mars had other plans. Shopping, of course. We hit Little Italy first...

Before heading to West Edmonton Mall for a taste of Chinatown.

And a little more shopping...

We relived our youth at the Disney store - and I ended up buying Crash and Mars something to remind them of the experience. Crash offered some story about his pants being too tight (or his butt being too flat) to comfortably carry a wallet.

And then he had the audacity to whine about hanging out in the mall. To appease his sporty self, we headed to the giant baseball bat for a game of roadside ball...

And then donned our Oilers jerseys (well, I put mine on...not sure where they left theirs) for a visit with the Great One before heading into the game.

It's after noon and the duo are still sleeping. Maybe today will be less eventful?

- Dawn

A literary bonanza with Crash & Mars

2011-03-26T11:01:00.000-06:00

Illustrator James Grasdal signs copies of Fields of Home.

When I picked Crash & Mars up from the 102.3 Now Radio station Monday morning, I warned them I'd planned a full slate of activities. They didn't say too much about it then, but I can feel them dragging their feet with each day.

Especially at Story Avenue, a two-day event that pairs local celebrity literary artists with school kids who might otherwise not have an opportunity to fall in love with reading and writing.

Although several of the kids were fascinated by the (usually) dynamic duo, the focus of the day was all about the kids and the importance of literacy.

More than 300 Grade 5, 6 and 7 students gathered in the atrium of the education building before heading off to their individual sessions. Crash and Mars seemed to fit right in.

Although a few kids were eager to pose with the celebrity radio morning show hosts, the students were mesmerized by the authors.

Even Crash and Mars were captivated by the beautiful storytelling of Edmonton literary artist Tololwa Mollel.

The event seemed to perk up my coroplast buddies, because at the end of it all, the two spent time with the authors, bonding over reading and writing. I think they even got to go home with a few books signed by the celebrities themselves!

- Dawn

Hey Alberta young writers! Want to win a trip to WordsWorth, the camp for youth who believe in the power of words? Why not enter the Martyn Godfrey Young Writers Award? Better hurry - the deadline is May 6, 2011.

Pssst. Want a leg up on the competition? Check out www.fieldsofhome.blogspot.com where Chase Duffy shares his writing tips and how to include the colour yellow.

An out of this world adventure

2011-03-25T06:12:00.001-06:00

This is one giant leap for mankind...and a HUMUNGOUS step for Crash & Mars.

After two looooong days volunteering at a casino to help raise money for the Young Alberta Book Society and its programs, my 102.3 Now Radio buddies had begun grumbling about a vacation.

Vegas? I suggested.

Apparently someone else is taking them there.

How about Mexico?

Too predictable, Mars kind of mumbled and gave me a thin smile.

Honestly, I'm having a hard time connecting with her. I tried the soap opera angle, but she isn't a fan of Days of Our Lives. (Story line too flat? Uh...hello...look who's talking!) We hung out at the mall, but we don't have the same taste.

To crack her coroplast armour, I knew I'd have to do something to blow her mind.

Not a task I could do on my own. So I recruited Joan Galat, author of the Dot to Dot In the Sky series of books for young readers. If there's anyone who could offer up some out of this world suggestions, it's Joan.

"Mars!" she exclaimed.

"Yes," I replied. "It's Mars I need on my side. Crash is easy."

"No, I mean, let's go to Mars."

Uh...

Joan just happened to have an extra suit around -

- and being so thin, the hosts both fit!

Joan suggested Mars close her eyes, tap her ruby slippers together and repeat: I just want to go home.

And when we opened our eyes again -

We were ON Mars. (Not skinny, mute Mars...the planet Mars.)

See, Alberta literary artists aren't just talented, they're MAGICAL.

- Dawn (reporting from Mars)

Hey! Want to win a signed copy of one of Joan's Dot to Dot in the Sky books? Check out the Young Alberta Book Society website and send me the title of one of Joan's books.

The Book In My Bag Today: Radiant Shadows, Melissa Marr

Crash and Mars are "magically delicious"

2011-03-23T08:10:00.002-06:00

True story.

The Young Alberta Book Society was in desperate need for a couple of people to work a double casino shift. With flu season in full swing, our volunteer numbers had dwindled.

Lucky for (some of) us, I'm living with Crash and Mars for 11 nine days (not that I'm counting down or anything) - two nimble, eager volunteers, right?

Perhaps in the role of lucky charm.

It took Crash a nano second to spot the "opportunity."

"Kiss us for luck" he said, or rather mimed.

And to my utter shock, people did! For almost 16 hours. Waitresses, gamblers, security guards - all waiting in line to kiss Crash and Mars in hopes of an extra ounce of lip-smacking good luck. Even Alberta author Karen Bass got in on the action...

Until Crash suggested they get a little more comfortable...

I rescued Karen from Crash's advances, only to find him hooking up with an old friend - the manager of the Yuk Yuks, who was a little worried the 102.3 Now Radio hosts wouldn't recognize her.

Doesn't look like Crash is having a hard time recalling, huh?

But all that kissing (rather than working) gave the annoyingly popular ingenious duo dry mouth, so we headed to the Casino Grill with local writer (and angel volunteer) Donna for a bite to eat.

We barely had enough time to finish eating before Crash spotted this pretty waitress...

And the kissing started all over again.

"Don't knock it until you try it," Crash said, inbetween lip locks.

But I couldn't do it. I mean, what would my handsome husband think?!

Mars suggested we try a different lucky charm (which was amazing since she hasn't spoken to me since the recycling bin incident...)

Sadly, the previously smitten waitress didn't appreciate the old salt-over-the-shoulder trick.

By the end of 16 hours, we were all tired. So I hailed security to walk us out to the car. And well...

*Note to Handsome Husband: Please close your eyes.*

Buff security dude comes over and says, "Whoa. You look so tired. Let me carry you out to your car."

And I'm like, "Dude! There's three of us."

And he says, "Check out these pipes."

To which I reply...well, nothing because I was pretty much speechless.

Now that's going out in style!

Hmmm. I wonder of cute buff dude will be working today as we head back for another day of casino work....

- Dawn

PS - Want to win a signed copy of Karen Bass's amazing book, Run Like Jager? Email dawnmius@gmail.com with something you learned about Karen from visiting her profile here.

The Book In My Bag Today: Radiant Shadows, Melissa Marr

"Dawn"ing my superman cape for Crash and Mars

2011-03-22T05:34:00.000-06:00

You'd think "Living with Crash and Mars" would be a full-blown 3D event, but I'm flat-out tired after spending most of last night chasing the 102.3 Now Radio hosts halfway around the city.

In a case of mistaken identity, Crash and Mars found themselves tossed into a cardboard recycling container - the cut-outs are actually coroplast. Who knew?

I had no choice but to climb in and rescue them, but the experience must have put Mars in shock. She didn't say a word to me ALL day.

No sooner did I drag their skinny butts out of the recycling bin than did they try to fly the coop. Again.

Listening to them on the radio, I'd never have guessed they'd be so...flighty.

I tucked them into the backseat to keep an eye on them, threatening that if they didn't stay put, I'd crush them, along with my pop cans, milk cartons and other recyclable goods. I must not have used enough force in my voice, because Mars convinced Crash to check out the MyTech Framing crew who are building a training centre for autistic children on the West End.

Since my charity of choice is the Young Alberta Book Society, and MyTech is clearly working on a project geared for kids, I couldn't get too upset. So, I decided to work out my frustrations at the gym.

Sadly, despite my best efforts to cheer on the dynamic radio duo, I had to carry them for most of the racquetball game.

And it was like their feet were stuck to the pedals or something during Spin class.

Byt the time the night was over, I was grateful for their continued silent treatment. Something tells me it's going to be a long 10 days. *sigh*

- Dawn

Hey! Want to win a FREE signed book? Head over to the Young Alberta Book Society website and look up the author featured in the last picture. E-mail dawnmius@gmail.com a "fact" about her and you could win a copy of The Hippie House.

The Book In My Bag Today: Radiant Shadows, Melissa Marr

A-MUSE-ing cardboard characters

2011-03-21T09:11:00.000-06:00

Cardboard characters...the bane of every writer's existence, right?

Not for me this week.

I've entered a contest whereby I'll spend the next 11 days with Crash and Mars, the morning show hosts on 102.3 Now Radio. 11 days. Every. Waking. Minute. *gulp*

I picked them up this morning, along with 49 other hopeful contestants - apparently Crash and Mars like to spread themselves pretty thin. Stiff paper thin, actually.

As we drove to work, I kept the conversation light. I guess Mars is going on just a few hours of sleep (inconsiderate neighbours playing loud music), which explains why our dialogue was a little flat.

I'll just have to get creative.

It's tough to tell in this picture, but Crash is not a bad looking guy. I know my weekly muse is often shirtless, but I felt uncomfortable asking him to bare his chest - despite working out with his trainer, Crash is a lot thinner than I expected.

Still, muse worthy.

He's got his work cut out for him. I spent the weekend in my cave, blissfully working on a number of writing projects. The "big" deadline looms, and my work slate is jam packed. Maybe living with my muse - and his really skinny co-host - will help me keep the momentum.

- Dawn

P.S. - Want to win a signed book by a really cool Alberta author? Every day, I'll post pictures of my Crash and Mars adventures. Check out the book's author or illustrator and head to the Young Alberta Book Society website (www.yabs.ab.ca) and email a fact about that artist to dawnmius@gmail.com. I'll choose a random daily winner.

P.P.S. - Why bother with this contest? The most creative entry wins $1000 cash and $1000 to the charity of their choice. If I win, $2000 will go to the Young Alberta Book Society, an organization devoted to fostering a love of literacy amongst young people through reading and writing.

The Book In My Bag Today: Radiant Shadows, Melissa Marr

Longing to "Linger" a little longer

2011-03-08T17:07:00.000-07:00

I know I must be one of the last people in the universe to hold out on buying an e-reader. I've read all the publishing trends, listened to the wise advise of best-selling e-book authors like the incredible J.A. Konrath, and checked out every product on the market.

But when the time came to lay down the cash, I simply couldn't do it.

Just before Christmas I stood in the bookstore holding a Kobo, money in hand, trying hard to remember all of the e-reader pros while a hundred thousand print titles whispered my name. I ended up purchasing a half dozen novels instead, immeasurably satisfied by their weight, their smell, their tangibility. I loved the feeling of adding them to an already towering TBR pile.

A sliver of regret came last week, when not a single Edmonton book store had the new Chelsea Cain novel, The Night Season, in stock. Desperate for my Gretchen Lowell fix, I put out the Facebook SOS - which was answered by Karen and her ever-faithful Kobo e-reader.

As I zipped through Cain's thriller on my borrowed and unfamiliar electronic gadget, I didn't think much about the smell, the weight, the tangibility of the book. I read each word with breakneck speed - because that's how Chelsea's thrillers should be read. Fast. Breathless.

By the end, I'd almost convinced myself that I *could* buy an e-reader, that perhaps my *need* to own a hard copy of every book I'd read was unrealistic, if not annoying to the rest of my family and our groaning bookshelves.

But then I read Maggie Stiefvater's Linger.

Linger is not a book that should be read at breakneck speed, though it may leave your breathless. After each chapter I wanted to caress the cover, stare at it longingly, and dream of writing with such brilliance - somehow making goo goo eyes at the Kobo screen didn't net the same effect.

During last year's 100 books in 2010 challenge, I discovered Shiver, the first in Steifvater's mesmerizing love story of Sam and Grace. I'd heard it called "Twilight, but well written." That description doesn't even scratch the surface.

If Shiver is the story of Grace and Sam, Linger is the story of Sam and Grace. Their love is so raw, so real, so absolutely beautiful, it's easy to forget Stiefvater is writing for a young adult audience. Her prose is flawless, her pacing brilliant, and if I gushed about Chelsea Cain's ability to write raw emotion, I have no words to describe the intense feelings Linger evoked.

Linger is literary at its best.

Though captivated by Grace and Sam's Romeo and Juliet-esque romance, I was equally smitten with the sub story of Cole and Isabel. The bad boy rocker trying to escape his past; the good-girl-gone-bad teenager forcing him to remember. Their relationship is so twisted, and yet, I couldn't stop reading. With every chapter I would say, "Just one more" until there was nothing left but a lot of tears.

If you've said you'll never read another werewolf story. If you've declared war against the paranormal genre. If you've sworn off YA novels.

Then I dare you to read Shiver. And then I challenge you to resist Linger.

The Book In My Bag Today: Radiant Shadows, Melissa Marr

A week's worth of aMUSEment

2011-03-07T10:28:00.000-07:00

I love vampire movies - well, vampires in general really, except the sparkly ones. But until this weekend, I'd never seen Blade.

I don't know how I felt about the movie as a whole, but I suspect when it came out, it was fairly unique. Wesley Snipes plays a convincing vampire slayer, and the girl - whose name I've already forgotten - was pretty good. There were some scenes, like the blood shower, I kind of wish I'd written, and there were some cheese-ball moments I'm glad I didn't.

But (not suprisingly, I'm sure) I absolutely loved STEPHEN DORFF as Deacon Frost.

By now it's obvious I lean towards the bad boys, and in Blade, Dorff does a fabulous job of being the handsome creep in search of world domination. Well, until he turns into that ugly blobby thing at the end.

I choose not to think of him that way, but rather as pictured above.

Nice, right?

The flu, chased by a cold, kept me bed-ridden for the weekend, and I'm home sick today with little hope of accomplishing anything more than a few e-mails. From my - *cough* - extensive research, it doesn't look like Stephen has been doing too much of anything as of late, which means he has time on his hands.

Time enough I'm sure to star in the role of this week's muse avatar.

When I finally kick this evil flu/cold I'm going to have to work extra hard to catch up - on everything. Work. Working out. Writing. Blech. Here's hoping Stephen can hold it together long enough to help me out...

The Book in My Bag Today: Linger, Maggie Stiefvater

*Note to Karen: Ok, so I finished The Night Season on your Kobo (thank you!) and was too sick to return it...so I started Linger, and now I'm kind of addicted. But I promise, you CAN have your Kobo back...<3

Now that's how it's done, dawg

2011-03-04T20:16:00.001-07:00

I've been watching a lot of American Idol this season, primarily for Steven Tyler. Love him or hate him, there's something genuinely appealing about the Aersomith frontman. If you're shaking your head in disgust, you may be in denial. Just saying.

But it isn't the (oddly) sexy Tyler I quote tonight, but rather his seasoned counterpart, Randy Jackson. I just finished reading the highly-anticipated Chelsea Cain thriller The Night Season and oh, wow, now that's how you do it, dawg.

I first fell in love with Cain after reading Heartsick - one of the most tightly written, emotionally charged and creepy thrillers I've ever read. The story centres around Archie Sheridan, a tortured cop, Susan Ward, a reporter with lots of baggage, and Gretchen Lowell, one of the most amazing antagonists I've ever seen in print. She's beautiful, sexy, and lethal.

So much about each of these characters could have been cliche, but Cain doesn't go near "amateur" with a ten-foot pole. Not in Heartsick, not in Sweetheart, not in Evil at Heart and certainly not in The Night Season.

Cain's style is enviable I want to BE her.

I've been waiting so long for this book, I was desperate for another dose of Gretchen - I fell hard for this complex villain, so much so my husband bought the RUN GRETCHEN t-shirt from the website not long after I finished the third book, Evil at Heart. In that book, Cain demonstrates the power of the media and society's need to cling to an idol - even if that idol is a cold blooded killer. Gretchen IS a pop culture icon in the books, but also off the page.

So I approached The Night Season with caution. Gretchen's role is so minor, it's almost non-existent.

I'm almost relieved, because when I gush about Cain and The Night Season I'll know my compliments will fall in all the right places. And oh, there are many.

A flood is terrorizing Portland, dredging up old bodies - and memories of a disaster from almost a hundred years prior. To make things worse, a killer is poisoning the residents, before sending them to their death down the overflowing river. Susan and Archie know the events are tied together - but each of their lives will be in danger before resolution is found.

I know, the plot doesn't sound complex. But here's the beauty of Cain's writing - the story is made non-linear by her ability to twist the status quo into something awe-inspiring.

The geek writer in me has to break it down. (I apologize if you just want a damn review...)

1. Setting - the town is flooding; it's pouring rain; fog is drifting over the water, and the killer does most of his dirty work at night. Creepy, much?

2. Characters - damn they're good. Archie is still recovering from his Gretchen torture and is finally off the vicadin; Susan has stopped sleeping her way to the top, changes her hair to purple, and finally gets a backbone against her jerk of an editor; and, the killer is just plain awesome. Not Gretchen awesome, but close.

3. Kill method - can't tell you because I'll spoil it, but let's just say I had Wikipedia bookmarked.

4. Pacing - fast. Furious. Envy-inspiring. This is what my mentors meant when they said the book should move along fast enough to keep the reader turning pages, but not too fast so they get lost. My only complaint is that it's over too fast - and goodness knows when she'll write another book. I'm thinking about starting the series over.

5. Dialogue - oblique. Spot on. Occasionally funny, but always with purpose. Study it - I am.

6. Description - Cain uses very few words to paint a very vivid picture. The Night Season isn't as gory as her previous books, but it IS creepy, and frankly, breathtaking in its brilliance. Tight writing!

7. Emotion - a little bit harder to explain, but here goes: If I'm being honest, Heartsick wasn't perfect from a craft perspective. A lot of "rules" were broken. But, I ignored most of them, because at the end of the day, those small bends to the rulebook were made up for in spades with emotion. Cain has this nailed. Her writing makes me feel. Grief. Sympathy. Love. Fear. Obsession. Anticipation. I felt it all in The Night Season - and with everything else of hers I've read. Not an easy task, friends.

Yes, Chelsea, this IS how it's done. Thank you! I don't even know what to read next...